I can let you go, just like that

Feb 22, 2004 21:26

I'm not even going to fight people anymore. Seriously. Push me away, and I'll just make it easier and walk away for ya'll.

Sometimes you make time for things in your life. You make time for people, events, yourself, school, whatever, and it drives you crazy. Specially when nobody's making the time for you. Soooo for all you bums, who expect the world from me, but won't give anything in return, screwwww you. :D

Ha. I love being honest.

Mmmmhmmm. So swirl. I'll talk about it.

Lets see. Funny thing happened when I went to get my hair done. Jordans mom was there getting her hair done and she didn't see me, and she was talking about the dance. She said that her son was going with a girl that had been friends with him forever, and that they were happy beacuse it was their last chance to finally go together. Then she said something else, and I wasn't sure if she was talking about Josh next (Jordan's little brother) or if she was still talking about me. But she said "His date may like him more then a friend though, and he wants to go as just friends" Now, if she was talking about me, I think thats incredibly funny that she would think that. Because I haven't given any impression whatsoever that I like Jordan more then a friend at all. So for some reason, that pissed me off. He has such a big head sometimes, he probably told his parents that for I dont know why.

But yay, went to pick him up. Got there and he told me he was going to drive his Dad's car. He gets off on driving this car. It's fast, and makes him feel important, big stuff. It was funny though, watching him, and listening to him tell me all about what sounds meant what. I told him I didn't care, and didn't know what he was talking about, he just kept telling me anyways though.

We decided to meet up with his parents for dinner at OutBack Steak House. It was yummy. Long wait though, 40 minutes or so.

Anyways, the car stalled at a stop light. It was a stick shift. He told me it was embarrasing and that was the first time it had ever happened to him, and that it was worse because somebody was with him. I lied and told him I'd forget it even happened. haha, he's such a nerd with cars.

Got to the dance and he went and danced with a whole bunch of people most the time. I hung out with Jen, Kevin, Nick and T.J. It was fun. Lots of funny stuff going on. Jenni and I tried to do the cha cha slide, we cant do the charlie brown though, haha.

well they only played one slow song by like 10:30, Jenni was getting pissed. Soon kevin and her left. Then they played like 5 slow songs in a row. I just danced with Jordan once. I usually love to slow dance, but I really wasn't in the mood too. And he had promised to dance with somebody else for one, so I just snuck away and found some of my friends by the punch bowl :p

Then Jordan came up to me a little after 11 and asked if I wanted to go, so we left. We drove around for awhile, I came home and changed then we went to his house and he changed. Then we drove around and talked with people that we saw and knew. We went to a few "parties" Or where people were all hanging out. Hoovies was fun thou. People were dancing and playing cards. We went to some freshmens party but Jordan wanted to leave after being there for like 30 seconds. So we went and got some shakes then went home because it was around 2:30 and we were both really tired.

I had to wake up at 7, and I fell asleep around 3:30.

Went to Allyson's baptism. Had a breakfast all you can eat, yummmy, and then what else.... went back to Grandma's house. Then had to leave at 4 because I have to teach that class at church. That went all right, teaching freshmen is a pain though. They think their funny, and they aren't. Desrespectful too. Oh well, only two more classes.

Now I need to go to bed, I was going to go to sleep at like 8:30. I need to study, but I don't think I am going to get to it. I'll regret that in a few days.

Anyway, night
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