Aug 20, 2006 21:06
insomnia lately. wondering how much it has to do with sickness-green tile floors, and sleeping on them a week ago. probably a lot.
but when i get home, i'm all in. there is not enough time, for us, for ever, for anything. fuck the urgency. let's just be here.
and, you know what? you realize a lot about your relationships with people when things go wrong. fair weather and all. i'm tipping back the balance so i'm not on the ground looking up, putting it back in my pockets, and something tells me it will feel a lot lighter this way.