I'm lost
I've lost Diana, she's no where to be found, and doesn't want to come to me anymore.
I've lost slave who doesn't trust me and thinks I don't want her any more.
I've lost everything but rose.
Duki doesn't want any relationship with me. I'm not and won't ever be what she want's. She needs to have what she wants, and that has nothing to do with me. She can't care about me anymore cause she'll feel guilty. She shouldn't.
The girls I love are gone or don't care anymore.
Where do i turn when those i could turn to won't be there, or will turn me away.
I'm hurting profusely inside!
New people are apearing and I'll feel like I've lost the most important part of me. My love. My love is my girls. But they're no longer mine(I don't mean posessive mine).
Seek Not My Heart
by Kit McCallum
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?
Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?
Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.
It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.
It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.
No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart
I'm going away for most of today now.
Xander can handle my shit!
I've lost slave who doesn't trust me and thinks I don't want her any more.
I've lost everything but rose.
Duki doesn't want any relationship with me. I'm not and won't ever be what she want's. She needs to have what she wants, and that has nothing to do with me. She can't care about me anymore cause she'll feel guilty. She shouldn't.
The girls I love are gone or don't care anymore.
Where do i turn when those i could turn to won't be there, or will turn me away.
I'm hurting profusely inside!
New people are apearing and I'll feel like I've lost the most important part of me. My love. My love is my girls. But they're no longer mine(I don't mean posessive mine).
Seek Not My Heart
by Kit McCallum
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?
Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?
Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.
It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.
It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.
No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart
I'm going away for most of today now.
Xander can handle my shit!