May 11, 2006 19:47
I want my girls to love me! I want my girls to listen to me! And I want my girls to want to be with me, and not question me!
I'm having trouble because I need to learn how to handle each of them seperately and keep them safe! Even Ducki. When I met Diana she was ridden with all of the pain and what has happened to her isn't fair but Ducki has taken more pain in than Diana! And she needs to be loved.
Rose needs me but can't always be with me, even when I want her to! I wish to be there to keep her safe in my arms. I long to give her the attention she deserves!
I need to dominate my slave again, without anyone stopping me, including myself!
I need to help Diana, even though I can't always be there I want to! This Fire fighter Job I'm applying for is the one thing that can make all of this better!
I get this Job I can afford a House and I can save all of my girls! Every Single one of them from their torment, because I can be with them everyday!
I love you girls!