It's 3 am I must be lonely

[obscure_soldier]

What am I doing? Do you have any clue what my day looks like tomorrow? No? Little overview....

1. Parade in Seaside at 0830 or 0900
2. Cleaning/Laundry
3. Homework
4. Across the Universe movie at 1900
5. Sleep

I don't think that is going to go over very well if I am still awake right now and I have to be up in 3 hrs. Explain to me why my body does this to me? It could have been the outrageous amount of naps I took or it is really out to get me, in which case I am happy that I get to go talk to the quack job on Tuesday

Eric is walking again. It really made this fourth of July weekend the best it could be. I got to hold him and sleep next to him last night. It was amazing. I love him so much and the day in wich I have a house with a room that has a bed that him and I share nightly will be the best momment of my life, next to the day I say "I do" ......

I looked back on a lot of pictures of me today. It was interesting. I like to see how I have changed and how things have progressed in life around me. I am ever changing and it doesn't seem to be stopping anytime soon. I guess that is part of life though, the ever changing world, one must adapt and overcome. I guess I will survive.

I miss you by the way. It has been a while. We keep the texts up but mostly we fly by. We need to not be so busy sometime soon so we can chit-chat a little. I like it. Maybe I will send you a suprise in the mail or something