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so I thought it was about time that I did an update, so I will seeing as live journal just isn't living up to it's reputation for me as of late.
Where to begin?
Its scary you know? I'm going to be 23 in a few days. Question: What have I done with my life? Answer: nothing. This disturbs me greatly. People are getting married, having babies, holding down good jobs and studying at uni to GET good jobs.
Me? Still working at a shitty petrol station, killing what little brain cells I might have had slowly with the fumes that constantly permiate the shop. I hate this place, it's ruinining my sanity.
Sure I have good things, I have a fiancé, I have my own car, I have money... But I don't really have happiness.
To be honest, I'll have happiness when I finally get rid of this hatred I have for myself. If I saw myself in the street, I'd tell me to die.
For the record, police suck.
As do shitty exes that you never want to see again that turn up to night clubs when you're threre, get their friends to threaten your friends and set everyone on edge for the night.
I'm over this existance.
Where to begin?
Its scary you know? I'm going to be 23 in a few days. Question: What have I done with my life? Answer: nothing. This disturbs me greatly. People are getting married, having babies, holding down good jobs and studying at uni to GET good jobs.
Me? Still working at a shitty petrol station, killing what little brain cells I might have had slowly with the fumes that constantly permiate the shop. I hate this place, it's ruinining my sanity.
Sure I have good things, I have a fiancé, I have my own car, I have money... But I don't really have happiness.
To be honest, I'll have happiness when I finally get rid of this hatred I have for myself. If I saw myself in the street, I'd tell me to die.
For the record, police suck.
As do shitty exes that you never want to see again that turn up to night clubs when you're threre, get their friends to threaten your friends and set everyone on edge for the night.
I'm over this existance.