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Oct 14, 2007 16:21

weed solves all my problems, to this day.
i dont want to hangout with bones royal groupies, im just gonna be nice to them so theyre on my side and wont ever fuck me over, not that they have the power to anyway, but just incase.
i'm single, but... its not over just yet... this doesnt mean i have false hope. i know he doesnt want me to be his girlfriend now and he probably never will again. i just want to be with him, which ever way that is. i know i dont mean nothing to him, he loves me, he just doesnt like me like that anymore. neither one of us want to throw away everything we have together. i just cant picture myself having sex with any other guys right now. hes still the only one i want, and that makes things really hard.

please please please dont let him find someone better, please please please dont let him start ditching me for other girls, please please please send me someone i can love as much as i love him or please please please make him like me again

i think he feels better now that the pressure of the word boyfriend is gone. i think hes gonna stop being a dick to me. i think this is for the best. i think ill be ok, but the third of every month will make me want to kill myself. please please please be extra nice to me the third of every month.
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