SERIOUS
six months! what a long time to only fuck one person. the longest i've ever been with anyone, EVER. i don't care, i'm so in love. i guess this means it's serious.
in other news, becoming an adult isnt really working out for me, and max and I need to realize that a lot of things never end.
my grandma is in the hospital dying. I have a lot of good memories of her, but she's been pretty out of it for years. one of the last times i saw her, she thought i was 8 years old. That was when i was 16. Her entire apartment smells like piss. I'm not sure what to do for my mom when she dies. she told me i didn't have to go to the funeral. i'm not sure if i want to or not. it really depends i guess, because jewish funerals always take place a few days after the death, so it'll probably fall on an inconvient day. I wonder if she left me anything. those last two sentences sounded really insensitive, but its not actually that i'm heartless. its that college is ruining my life and i could really use some extra money for school and winter clothing. my family (or whatever is left of it, which isnt much) will probably hate me if i dont go
something is wrong with my bank account already. there are 900 dollars that i'm not sure when i'll be able to access. thats a lot of money to just be floating around in a bank somewhere
in other news, becoming an adult isnt really working out for me, and max and I need to realize that a lot of things never end.
my grandma is in the hospital dying. I have a lot of good memories of her, but she's been pretty out of it for years. one of the last times i saw her, she thought i was 8 years old. That was when i was 16. Her entire apartment smells like piss. I'm not sure what to do for my mom when she dies. she told me i didn't have to go to the funeral. i'm not sure if i want to or not. it really depends i guess, because jewish funerals always take place a few days after the death, so it'll probably fall on an inconvient day. I wonder if she left me anything. those last two sentences sounded really insensitive, but its not actually that i'm heartless. its that college is ruining my life and i could really use some extra money for school and winter clothing. my family (or whatever is left of it, which isnt much) will probably hate me if i dont go
something is wrong with my bank account already. there are 900 dollars that i'm not sure when i'll be able to access. thats a lot of money to just be floating around in a bank somewhere