I'm thinking of this
Supernatural Clip. If you haven't watched the series, Sam's soul was tortured while he was w/o it. To keep that torture from driving him mad when it is put back in Death erects a barrier in his mind.
Life has been going along fine. My father passed away, we're still sorting out the stuff. What gets kept, sold, scanned, etc.
Those things don't phase me at all.
But the COO of the small company I work for just lost her father. And I feel like any attempts to help her deal with it are just going to make me come undone, cause the dam to burst.
So I'm not helping more than just the tiniest bit.
I'm not looking in that corner of my mind
I'm not scratching the wall.