life is like living in the gutter, all this pain just makes you feel dead

[obrokenpromises]

love sucks and thats the end of it... relationships tear you down... man oh man...im so alone... *tears* i really like rj.. god its so stupid though... i shouldnt like him... but i do.. but its not that i just want someone to hug me when i need one.. to hold my hand and to love me.. to much to ask right.. but like this kid pj me n kelly sit with at lunch.. his kinda g/f is palying major games me n kelly talked about it... yeah i wanna hug him but im not that kinda person...my life is plain.. i complain to much.. im a loser.. yep i am..and kelly i hope everything works out for the best.. lifes to short to be afraid... take the step..

"here, here i am again and im staring at these same four walls alone again and now all the colors blend and im growing numb and ive become this empty page...."

i guess promises are better left unsaid....