looooong update ((and long over due!))
so since i can't sleep i'm gonna update my LJ about how i've been lately.... unless i get bored with it. soooo i think i'm gonna start with LAST thursday- a whole week in one entry!! soo much has happened, or not happened really...
last thursday: well i tried really hard to look nice for school and then when i got home, as you might have caught from my entries that day, i got really depressed. went out with the guys to try and cheer me up. pool hall- made a new friend that is pretty cool. ooo and then the guys came back here and we watched Blow which kinda cheered me up cuz i love that movie and Johnny Depp, but it was still a little depressing cuz it reminds me of watching that movie in december/january and all of my hopes and dreams that are now just unattainable. still depressing...
friday: woke up and did nothing for a while, got ready to go to the mall with ashley, had a flat tire... bummer... got the spare on (i know no one assumes i did that) picked ashley up and we went to the mall. buy one get one free sweatshirts PLUSpac bucks at pac sun- super cool. we went to giant to get some sodas cuz matt was having his birthday party, saw alex's car at chicken out, stopped by to say hey to him and eddie and dan.... went to the school play ((west side story)) and then to double t diner... i'm just gonna leave out all the drama surrounding that night... gosh i hate drama... ashley and i tried to entice alex fast, a cast member of the play who we both love to join our sleepover a mi casa :) didn't work though, but we were going to start the alex fast fan club lol. long talks in that car on the way to the diner ;) we're in the same boat!! fun at the diner with some of the cast- especially out behind the diner!!!! came back to my house and stayed up talking til 5:30 am
saturday: ashley left before noon, i did a whole bunch of nothing i do believe... tried to keep my good mood from the night before... ashley came back over at around 8 and we ventured out to michaels ((tring to fin walmart lol)) for iron on letters, but michaels didn't have the right ones! such a shitty craftstore, right ash? lol then we came back to my house to get stuff for me to spend the night a her casa lol... royal farms- cute guy was there, ashley tried talking to him- turns out he's mean! bought eric ((ashley's bro)) a present lol went back to her house, alex came over, we put in butterfly effect and i passed out like at the beginning...
sunday: woke up in the same place i passed out in.. lol.. ate an ice cream snikers ((yum!)) watched 2 movies, ash's mom made awesome mac and cheese.... my tire was flat again so i waited til her dad came home to put the spare back on (oh ya i forgot to mention the friday tire fixing experience) anyway, came home and did nothing sunday night
disclaimer:amy- we are very sorry you had the play all weekend and couldn't be with us- it would have been so much more awesome!! and puff- soo sorry you're only 14 and your mom wouldn't let you come too :(
monday: crap i don't remember monday... oh shit
tuesday:therapy after school... that's all i remember really
wednesday: blah day at school, couldn't sleep all night... still depressed about stupid pointless shit...
thursday: after getting one full hour of sleep, i woke up and got really cute for st. patty's day. ummm adults having conversations with me all day... kinda weird, but made me feel important in a way.... stupid assembly reminding me how i'm not gonna get asked to prom ((all you udub kids must think i'm rediculous, i went from college to worrying about prom)) ummmm boring boring boring... came home, nothing to do. guys said they'd call me about getting together--> i passed out on the couch and i think i covered that... so ya.. whatev
quote for thursday march 17th> hey jamie- you ever think about just quitting everything for a change? lol! i kindly explained to my dear friend, alone with what seemed to be 100 other guys ((non-threating ones... the only threating one in sight was totally not paying attention, go figure)) how inorder for me to do that i would need a guy, and since i don't have a guy, there is no point for me to do that... lol... boys are funny sometimes
Mr. RHHS is tonight, hopefully ashley has decided she'll go-- and hopefully i can join eric's halo party like he asked ((lol it'd really be me hangin out with ash and amy all night- FUN!))
ooo kevin gave me something to be excited about!! and ashley is bringing me presents tomorrow thank god! i don't know what i'd do without her- besides being an awesome friend, great listener and "boat companion", emotional support- totally fun, she spoils me!! lol
k i think i'm done- gonna go make a sandwich or find out what the family had for dinner...
last thursday: well i tried really hard to look nice for school and then when i got home, as you might have caught from my entries that day, i got really depressed. went out with the guys to try and cheer me up. pool hall- made a new friend that is pretty cool. ooo and then the guys came back here and we watched Blow which kinda cheered me up cuz i love that movie and Johnny Depp, but it was still a little depressing cuz it reminds me of watching that movie in december/january and all of my hopes and dreams that are now just unattainable. still depressing...
friday: woke up and did nothing for a while, got ready to go to the mall with ashley, had a flat tire... bummer... got the spare on (i know no one assumes i did that) picked ashley up and we went to the mall. buy one get one free sweatshirts PLUSpac bucks at pac sun- super cool. we went to giant to get some sodas cuz matt was having his birthday party, saw alex's car at chicken out, stopped by to say hey to him and eddie and dan.... went to the school play ((west side story)) and then to double t diner... i'm just gonna leave out all the drama surrounding that night... gosh i hate drama... ashley and i tried to entice alex fast, a cast member of the play who we both love to join our sleepover a mi casa :) didn't work though, but we were going to start the alex fast fan club lol. long talks in that car on the way to the diner ;) we're in the same boat!! fun at the diner with some of the cast- especially out behind the diner!!!! came back to my house and stayed up talking til 5:30 am
saturday: ashley left before noon, i did a whole bunch of nothing i do believe... tried to keep my good mood from the night before... ashley came back over at around 8 and we ventured out to michaels ((tring to fin walmart lol)) for iron on letters, but michaels didn't have the right ones! such a shitty craftstore, right ash? lol then we came back to my house to get stuff for me to spend the night a her casa lol... royal farms- cute guy was there, ashley tried talking to him- turns out he's mean! bought eric ((ashley's bro)) a present lol went back to her house, alex came over, we put in butterfly effect and i passed out like at the beginning...
sunday: woke up in the same place i passed out in.. lol.. ate an ice cream snikers ((yum!)) watched 2 movies, ash's mom made awesome mac and cheese.... my tire was flat again so i waited til her dad came home to put the spare back on (oh ya i forgot to mention the friday tire fixing experience) anyway, came home and did nothing sunday night
disclaimer:amy- we are very sorry you had the play all weekend and couldn't be with us- it would have been so much more awesome!! and puff- soo sorry you're only 14 and your mom wouldn't let you come too :(
monday: crap i don't remember monday... oh shit
tuesday:therapy after school... that's all i remember really
wednesday: blah day at school, couldn't sleep all night... still depressed about stupid pointless shit...
thursday: after getting one full hour of sleep, i woke up and got really cute for st. patty's day. ummm adults having conversations with me all day... kinda weird, but made me feel important in a way.... stupid assembly reminding me how i'm not gonna get asked to prom ((all you udub kids must think i'm rediculous, i went from college to worrying about prom)) ummmm boring boring boring... came home, nothing to do. guys said they'd call me about getting together--> i passed out on the couch and i think i covered that... so ya.. whatev
quote for thursday march 17th> hey jamie- you ever think about just quitting everything for a change? lol! i kindly explained to my dear friend, alone with what seemed to be 100 other guys ((non-threating ones... the only threating one in sight was totally not paying attention, go figure)) how inorder for me to do that i would need a guy, and since i don't have a guy, there is no point for me to do that... lol... boys are funny sometimes
Mr. RHHS is tonight, hopefully ashley has decided she'll go-- and hopefully i can join eric's halo party like he asked ((lol it'd really be me hangin out with ash and amy all night- FUN!))
ooo kevin gave me something to be excited about!! and ashley is bringing me presents tomorrow thank god! i don't know what i'd do without her- besides being an awesome friend, great listener and "boat companion", emotional support- totally fun, she spoils me!! lol
k i think i'm done- gonna go make a sandwich or find out what the family had for dinner...