Mar 23, 2016 23:33
holly crap what a fing crazy weeks. There is somuch shit going on i feel barly able to hold it all in my head. ugh. x.x
I'm trying my best to be an artist, it's been placed on hold with Work and everything else going on as of late. and that Bothers me. IT bothers me so freaking much. >.<
Work is going through some big changes and it's been stressfull and emotional and for good reason.
Chonic pain sucks a lot. and it's can be ignored but it can be difficult with added stress.
MY saving grace is that I'm still standing for the most part. and I've have been able to strong when others need someone to lean on. and I am amazed at that. bewildered in some sense.
Life is difficult for everyone no doubt. IN many different ways, most not all ways the same.
THis is the first I've vented in a while acutally. I've been using twitter for everything.
Today I finally recovered from loosing my wallet /From the tale end of last month/ It's been a nutty fing month. but stuff is showing signs of getting back on trac.
There is still lots of house work stuff to do. IT's going slowly now that we are over the hump of it.
Zootopia is the best thing ever for me right now. I confess, Disney pegged me spot on with that one. Including a very emotional scene with the Boy scouts that felt kinda personal to.
venting really helps. I forgot just writing things out help. heh.
I donno, so much going on. I have a direction in life I'm still going towards. LIttle by little i get there, even if the path is windy.
The Spring Moon has been powerful. I can feel the fire of spring growing. I've seen Cecil the lion in the sky and I watched him shine with the Moon at his feet. With Zeus watching over.
I'm going ot get by, and reflecting helps. Thank you LJ for being so mentally Therapeutic.
-Doug
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