Mar 07, 2006 22:50
Lately I can't focus on anything to save my life. I'll be talking to someone and have to tell them, "honestly I didn't hear a word you said...can you repeat that?" I did that to Cassidy twice today, and I'm sure it's so irritating for them to hear that. At least I'm honest. I could just nod my head and act like I listen, but that's just plain mean...haha.
It amazes me more and more what brings people together or what brings your attention to other people. One little trip or exchange one nite can lead to relationships you would have never thought you'd make or better yet, ones that you thought you'd form. I know this sounds strange, but after these last two weeks it really got me to thinking about things. I'm going to be gone from Hattiesburg in aproxiamently 4 1/2 months, and I'm starting to make relationships and better friendships with people that I won't be around much longer. It really makes me sad, b/c I'm like, "why couldn't this have happened EARLIER!!!!" Oh well....such is life. I guess that's always how things work out. My only hope is that after I leave, I still continue to talk to these people, because they are really some of the most interesting people I have met in my life. I guess I just haven't lived much yet, haha.
Went to a Southern Miss baseball game today, and it was actually pretty good. I'm not a huge baseball fan, but I do enjoy the game every now and then. If you wanna go, just give me a holla, b/c I'd love to go to another one....ESPECIALLY if I can make fun of Teri and Esther since they're now Diamond Darlings. I swear...my room mates are now becoming preppy. Sheesh!!!!
Well, on a sad note....someone I've admired for quite some time now is totally unattainable. Ok, to be honest, it's not like anything was ever going to happen. It just slightly depresses me that they're happy with someone, and I'm left all alone. Ahhhh.....March is def. a month of contemplation and sadness......