Future
So....I don't know what to write about, but I feel like writing never-the-less. It's just been one of those weeks where I'm like, "Ya, so I'm glad that it's Friday." I dunno.....I think I can just label it an "end of the semester rut," which really hasn't been much fun, but hey! when have ruts ever been fun, hehe. Anywho.....I've been thinking a lot about my future, which is extrememly scary for me. I've been thinking about my future for the last 4 years here, and it's now finally come to the time I've been thinking about.....CRAZY!!!! I mean, graduation is just 6 months away, and I take the GRE in 12 days, which scares the crap out of me....well, it actually scares another word out of me, but I'm gonna keep this G-rated, hehe. But anyways....ya, at least I've decided on a grad. school, which is very exciting. It's not my favorite school in the whole wide world, but it makes my family really happy, because I'll still be close to home for a year or two before I'm "really" grown up. Anywho....So, I've got the grad. school down, I take the GRE in 12 days, and then as soon as I get my scores I can start filling out the forms and getting my recommendations...yay!! So, that's good...I guess. I just can't believe that it's almost time for me to leave this place. I'm frickin' 22 y /o, and I'm graduating in 6 months. It's just so weird to me that I'll be doing grown up stuff, like, SOON...I feel like....I'm old, haha. Naw, actually it still feels like I'm a freshmen...like, I can't believe that time has flown so far until now...I mean, it seems like only yesterday I was getting through all those crappy freshmen/sophomore music courses, stupid immature drama, and crappy core classes....well, wait, I'm in those now, haha, and plus who knows what else....but now it's like I've been wanting to get out for the last 3 years, and now that it's actually time I have mixed feelings. I've made some really awesome friends this year, and it's been a lot of fun chillin', but every now and then I'm just like, "OMG...get me out of here!!" I just know that when May 12th (I think that's the day) rolls around I'm going to be really sad. Crazy, but at least I'll be here for the summer...yay!! haha....I'll still be around Esther longer, as well as, my posse, which is gonna ROCK! And then I move away in August, and I'm never heard from again, hehe. Well, I'll be heard from...I gotta come and support my Alma Mater! Anywho.....there is more stuff that I can go into detail about with this entry, because it is pertaining to my future, but I *REALLY* don't want to go into that now, and I'm sure you kids *REALLY* don't want to read about it, and yes Lesley, Cassidy, and Grace, it would be about the subject you kids make fun of me for all the time.....6 MINUTES!....haha. So, on that note, I think I'm going to close this entry, because it's starting to sound kinda depressing. Guten Nacht! : )