May 15, 2006 21:52
I witnessed my sis cry tonight. I don't have any place to call 'home'. My birthday is two hours away. I'm filled with tasks added another. It's raining outside. I'm lonely. I simply don't want to admit it to myself.
I just spent p500 for hair perming. It looks good, still I'm lonely. I want to sleep in my own bed, drink in my own coffee cup, and wake up in the morning with Plastic Tree on my wall.
I don't know why I'm in this situation. I need to rest for a while, and maybe read a book, and cry some time later.
Anyway. This is just a scribble. Turning 18. It feels so heavy.