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So I haven't updated in like...forever. Sorry about that. This summer was so busy and things just got away from me. I am now back at school with no internet at my house...ugh. However that wil change in just 6 more days! YEA!!!!!!!!
This first week of classes really wasn't very good. I am really frustrated with the oboe again and wish I wasn't. Maybe music isn't where I should be in college...but it is my life...tough decision. On top of that I got my heart broken...twice. Good god! I turned to my Harry for comfort...
Smile, though your heart is aching.
Smile, even though it's breaking.
Though there are clouds in the sky,
you get by...
If you smile through your fears and sorrows.
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through.
If you just light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever, ever so near.
That's the time you must keep on trying.
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find life is worthwhile
If you'll just smile, come on and smile.
If you just smile.
Even thought I listened to this song and cried my eyes out...it still helped me to feel better and in the morning...I found that I was actually able to smile! Harry Connick Jr. I love you!
I am not sure what I would do while at school if I didn't have Chrissy and Derek. Can I just say that I love them both more than life itself? I have done the most craziest things and had soooooo much fun doing it with Chrissy and Derek! they rock my world. I wouldn't have any crazy stories to tell my grandchildren without them!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok...Time to get out of the midi lab. Big party tonight at 116 main...all the cool people will be there! I must get ready for it! I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Look for me online...FINALLY...after the 8th!
This first week of classes really wasn't very good. I am really frustrated with the oboe again and wish I wasn't. Maybe music isn't where I should be in college...but it is my life...tough decision. On top of that I got my heart broken...twice. Good god! I turned to my Harry for comfort...
Smile, though your heart is aching.
Smile, even though it's breaking.
Though there are clouds in the sky,
you get by...
If you smile through your fears and sorrows.
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through.
If you just light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever, ever so near.
That's the time you must keep on trying.
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find life is worthwhile
If you'll just smile, come on and smile.
If you just smile.
Even thought I listened to this song and cried my eyes out...it still helped me to feel better and in the morning...I found that I was actually able to smile! Harry Connick Jr. I love you!
I am not sure what I would do while at school if I didn't have Chrissy and Derek. Can I just say that I love them both more than life itself? I have done the most craziest things and had soooooo much fun doing it with Chrissy and Derek! they rock my world. I wouldn't have any crazy stories to tell my grandchildren without them!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok...Time to get out of the midi lab. Big party tonight at 116 main...all the cool people will be there! I must get ready for it! I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Look for me online...FINALLY...after the 8th!