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have you ever had someone that you see everywhere? like even if its someone you dont know, you see them all over the place and your like wtf why do i keep running into you?
well...
senior year at mitchell i had that - there was this guy - a really hot guy i might add ;-) - that i saw like everywhere i went - not at school - but i think things like band events and honor bands and things like that - i think - i dont remember too well - i just know his face very well - i never talked to him- but i swear i saw this kid like 30 times throughout the year..
well one day last week when i was up here at usf with joe - we were at the library - it was almost midnight when we were leaving and i heard someone call joes name- we walked over there- and it was one of his friends- and guess who was sitting with her? that guy! she had 2 guys there with her - i saw him and i think i was staring lol - he looked at me and then pointed and didnt say anything but had that look on his face like 'i know you from somewhere but i cant remember" ... i just stood there and smiled - when joe introduced me, he pointed at me again and said "thats what i was looking for" and i guess i just get really shy around ppl who are hot or something- cause i should of said something - anything- "hi" "where do i know you from?" "your hot" - something! but noooooo - i see this guy everywhere i go for like a year and a half- i finally get introduced and all i do is stand there and smile :-p
so then we left - went back to joes dorm and did some laundry and such- i kept beating myself up for not saying anything - then about an hour later we decided to go get out bikes from the marshall center- so i drove my car around to the parking garage- and right as i pulled in - there were those 3 ppl again!! standing outside his car - so i parked in the first spot i found - and was like 'omg i HAVE to say something.." - so we started walking and they were just pulling out when they saw us, and the hot guy was driving and he rolled down his window and was like "hey we just saw you guys a couple minutes ago" - now keep in mind that we were walking one way and they were getting ready to drive in the opposite direction - he kept his window down, put the car into reverse, and drove backwards with us as we walked - joe nuged me to say something- like 4 times... and you know what i did??!! i STOOD THERE AND SMILED LIKE A DUMBASS!!! i wanted to say something- and it was on the tip of my tongue - but nothing would come out - so after they drove off i started beating myself up twice as hard cause i felt like a dumbass - here i got a second chance in the same day to talk to this guy whos like uber hot and i blew it- TWICE!
so then later joe told me to do a search on facebook- and if he was a member i could add him as a friend then maybe email him and ask him where i knew him from or something - so i looked and i found him - and found out that he went to mitchell and graduated the same year as me - which doesnt make sense to me - cause im positive that i dont know him from school - and he wasnt in band- so how did i see him at honor bands and stuff- it confuses the hell outta me - but im hoping he accepts my friend invite so i can email him -
OH! then then i saw him again today - like 45 mins ago - but i didnt have a chance to say anything cause he was sleeping in the marshall center and i think thats a good thing cause i dont know if i have the courage to talk to him yet or not :-p
idk - its just trippy that i see this guy every-frikin-where i go :-p