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Nov 28, 2005 16:56

So last night was effing amazing! I went and saw Aiden, Hawthorne Heights, Silverstein and Bayside. Oh my gosh! It was pretty much orgasmic! I was like 7 inches from the lead singer of Aiden's face! I could have kissed him if I jumped. Holy crap! I also met a boy. But that's my life story. His name is Ryan and he lives in Wisconsin. So that kind of sucks...a lot. But what ever.

I got an email from my friend David. I don't know when he sent it because I haven't been on the computer for the majority of the weekend. I don't understand it. He's really complex and deep. His words have a ton of meaning, but I just don't know what he's trying to get across. So I told him I'd call him. Maybe he emailed me because we haven't talked all break. He can't call me because he doesn't have long distance. I can only call him. And I've been working the whole break. I wasn't even home wednesday night, friday night, saturday, and sunday. So I haven't had time. There was thursday night but I was sleeping. Why do I always pick the complicated boys!!!!

Speaking of complicated boys. On wednesday night I went to Night Storm in Mason City with Brittany Malepsy and I hung out with Vanessa King. I met a kid named Cole. I didn't know his name that night. He was the first boy I saw when I walked in. I wanted to dance with him so bad! So I asked him. He said that he would later. So I was like ok. And that made sence because right after I asked him he got in the middle of a break dancing circle. But the rest of the night I kept seeing him dancing with other girls. So I was like whatever. He's not going to dance with me. And whenever I looked at him he was looking at me. I got bored and sick of waiting, so I left. Vanessa stayed. The next day Vanessa told me that she found him and asked him to dance and he asked about me. She told him I left and they danced and talked. She got his email and she talked to him on msn. I guess the whole time he was asking about me and saying how hot he thought I was. Then I talked to him on msn. I got to know him a bit and I kind of like him. So Vanessa went down to see him in Mason on saturday night. It was awesome. He's so cool. And I got the vibe that he liked me. But at the end of the night I got to hint that he just wanted to get rid of me. And that sucks because it's not like I was clingy. I wasn't even close to that. So then I called him, after I had gotten off of the phone with Neil, when we were close to Albert Lea and I told him how I felt, because that's what Neil thought I should do. He said that that wasn't the vibe that he meant to give off. I got the hint, though, that he's not going through a good time. I think it has to do with a girl. So I'm going to back off a bit. Figures just as much though. Everytime I find someone awesome...it never works. Sign from God? Possibly. Just my luck? Most likely.

Well... I must get going. I'm in class and I'm ignoring the assignment. Talk to ya'll later. I'm out.

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