Mar 18, 2005 03:23
Why should I care anymore? There's no reason to. If someone has a reason why I should care about this shit hole called life, let me know. Just when you thought it couldn't get any worse, it does. When does it end? When does God finally think you've had enough? Where's the mercy? This sucks. Why were we chosen to be alive? Why are we put through this torture? Why are we broken down until we have no hope left? It's a cruel joke... someone is having a lot of fun at our expense. Why should we give them the pleasure?
I don't care if this makes me look hopeless, or pathetic, or apathetic. I am all of these things. Fuck this shit. If you have a reason why I should turn this around, please tell me. I need a way out.
Andy, don't give up. I know, it doesn't mean much from someone with no hope left, but I believe in you. Don't give up. Ashley loves you, stick with it. Don't make the same mistake I made. I will always and forever regret it.
I learned from my siblings, and you all should learn from me. Trouble is not worth it, and niether is life. It's all vanity anyway. Why should we try? We're all going to die anyway.
If none of us have hope, maybe Someone will finally realize that we're not worth the effort. Maybe then They will rid us of our misery. If we scream in pain loud enough, maybe the message will get though. We need to band together in our hopelessness. There is strength in numbers. Scream with me.