Mar 10, 2005 12:30
Paul just left the office to go get trashed next door. i remember the good old days where we would all go over around noon and hangout with ken and get wasted instead of working. i honestly cannot remember the last time i got drunk, which is really weird. BUT OH WELL. all things change. so here i am alone at the office. And for ONCE all my work is caught up. For the last week i have been on top of my game like whoa....haha...
so my uncle's funeral came and went, everyone said it was a tragic event....even my pops supposedly shed a tear, (more in the rememberence of prior funerals i believe) the gun salute is always a sad affair. but my aunt has much support and love to get her through this time. my grandma said that everyone is pitching in. that is what family does.
what OUR family does, as in my immediate family....is fight..haha...and makeup...we are an extremely emotional, passionate, don't take no shit kind of people...and when we butt heads it is lethal. as we cut to me my brother and his girlfriend two weeks ago.....i was having a bad stomach day, but i was getting through it, my bro called said his car had died outside of louisville and he needed help, so I immediately started driving towards lexington. i found them....got the tow truck, dealt with my father and all that jazzz...as we were waiting for the tow truck things turned ugly. my bro got smart with me, i warned him that i wasn't in the mood and he kept on...so i let him have it...of course his girlfriend got emotional and i started yelling at her, brian acted like he was going to lunge at me over the backseat....then he turns around and starts consoling her...right about then the tow truck comes and my brother totally ignores me and leaves with the tow truck driver leaving me stranded and crying on highway 64....i felt completely and utterly betrayed. i got myself home, with all his shit still in my car and then did the best thing ever: LOCKED MY FUCKING KEYS in the car...which meant they couldn't come get there shit and i had to deal with a locksmith....finally got it unlocked, i called my brother and he told me i maid his girl so upset that she threw up...that pissed me off even more...i throw up all the fucking time, welcome to my world....so they finally made it to my parents home and my parents did nothing...pretended it didn't happen...which was awesome...i sent brian a card last week apologizing, even though i don't know why i should apologize...i always do that...he still hasn't responded...what's new?
so on to the next subject...SPRING BREAK 2005...so excited, not sure why, except that i don't have to drive downtown everyday for a week...haha...i am not sure if i am going to do anything at all, got to pay bills, and doctors, and pharmacist...and the list always goes on...but it is all good...i am looking forward to the time off...
i have bought a lot of music these past few months...music therapy is my weakness....i bought and old hot rod circuit album and the classic get up kids album, even though i owned it once before....i also have bought two country cd's (you heard me right) and an envogue cd, carly simmon cd, mazzy star, and a lot more...i have been listening to ani a lot...she is soooo talented...
my two favorite sister are going to be visiting me soon...which is really cool, my parents are bringing them up next weekend. i haven't seen my family since christmas and that was only for like 22 hours...sooo nyeah, i am excited
i'd be in a even better mood if blake would come here today. that is right. not tomorrow.