A burning in my side

[obliviousends]

We all have secrets
Trying to be something we're not
We all silently wish for something than what we've got
Holding back from the fears we hide
Not letting others touch our pride
Alone
Beat yourself up
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna cry
I miss the one that I loved a lot
I loved a lot
Married
Buried
I loved everyone and yet not
Just wanna be myself

I had a dream about a song I wrote or perhaps I wrote a song in my dream:
~So Complicated~
It's so complicated
I'm so complicated
Get closer to me (yeah)
Life's so complicated
closer to me
next to you
next to me
standing there cant you see
i want you closer to me
all the tears
that used to be
so complicated
closer to me (yeah)
theres something
I need you to see
all these
evil things
you did to me
life's so complicated
closer to me (oohh)
Why's it so complicated
next to me
next to you
What'd you expect it to be
So complicated
closer to me (noo)

it sounds something similar to flyleaf's fully alive but on a softer edge
I'm still working on the sheet music/tabs for it