Spare A Minute To Think

Jun 23, 2006 06:50

For no reason, I found myself thinking. It is this funny way my brain works that sometimes I grew rather tired of and wish that I could be somewhat "normal" as in every other human being standard. And then, I found myself thinking again - What's normal? The line that stood 90 degrees from the floor? I am not an intelligent person - I doubt I'm even that smart. But, I'm always curious, I feel the need to figure out about countless of things from hidden clues of my favourite series that would reveal what would the character have to face in the future to facts on disease. I wish I could categorize me, or at least be a little more ordinary, like everyone around me. Than maybe the world won't be that scary.

I am no Emo - And I have nothing againts them. I am no Prom Queen - And I no problem with them either. And I found myself standing here, in the middle as I always have been for as long as I can remember. Is it a bad thing? I'm not sure, the truth is, I don't even know whether I would be bother to be an outkast or "normal".

I spent my time again reading, my topic for today, Neopets. I actually went to read the facts of when and how it all begin. I have played on Neopets since 1999, having to lost my account and password and stopped playing for about 5 years until I resume playing about a year ago. What I figure out? The founders were actually Europeans. Hmm.. I didn't know that and I figure out that Neopets have Premium - Too bad I can't get that since I have no credit card.

And then I came across Asperger syndrome. According to WikiPedia.Org: Asperger syndrome, also called Asperger's syndrome, AS, or the more common shorthand Asperger's, is characterized as one of the five pervasive developmental disorders, and is commonly referred to as a form of high-functioning autism. In very broad terms, individuals with Asperger's have normal or above average intellectual capacity, with atypical or poorly developed social skills often with emotional/social development or integration happening later than usual as a result.

And what's funny, I end up reading somewhat a fandom thing my friend came across. About how far can it get and found myself yet again thinking - Maybe I think too much. It's obvious and my friends knows it quiet clearly that I am indeed a Ron/Hermione shipper, I don't think they bother much to try and change my mind... What I don't get is... What makes a person better? Their choise of sexuality or who they really are? [Reffering to Slash - I have nothing against it, I just don't read it - Well, I've only read two slash fiction so far, H/D, H/R]

Well... I do think too much, don't I?

ramblings, random

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