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Just got to the library a few minutes ago. Someones been reserving all the computers and not using them. Making people wait >>;...
My reservation gave me a 40 minute wait but I snuck onto another.
The person next to me is very um...computer illiterate and it was a bit nerve wracking.
Today Katie and her boyfriend went to the aquarium with his little girl. She's really cute but it kind of bothers me about the relationship between him and the mother.
The mothers name is Haley x_x
I don't know if he really handled the situation well...the woman works for department of family and childrens services but apparently is an alcoholic and would drive with their 3 year old girl around while she's drunk.
He said that "theres a wall right in front of you so run into it. Make my life a whole lot easier."
When she came to pick up their child I was about to leave for the library and I kind of froze cause she was crying really bad and the little girl looked really confused.
It hurt to see it...cause...I don't really want to blame either side. From all I've been through..and how much it reminds me of how me and my Haley were.
All I thought about was how Haley was hurting me and i was not thinking about how she did not realize what she did hurt me. I didn't consider her feelings. and when we broke up my feelings did not matter anymore. It all became "her" feelings.
When we should've made it equal to start with.
I used to not talk about her as much as I wished I could because I thought about my reputation..Especially japanese reputation. Musicians arn't really supposed to say they have girlfriends or relationships because the managment tells you not to mention it.
Well my session ends in 5 minutes so I gotta stop here.
Gotta go get mom a bed at Wal-Mart or something since we're getting an unfurnished place.
They're installing the carpet and repainting the walls right now.
So we're supposed to start moving in tomorrow.
My reservation gave me a 40 minute wait but I snuck onto another.
The person next to me is very um...computer illiterate and it was a bit nerve wracking.
Today Katie and her boyfriend went to the aquarium with his little girl. She's really cute but it kind of bothers me about the relationship between him and the mother.
The mothers name is Haley x_x
I don't know if he really handled the situation well...the woman works for department of family and childrens services but apparently is an alcoholic and would drive with their 3 year old girl around while she's drunk.
He said that "theres a wall right in front of you so run into it. Make my life a whole lot easier."
When she came to pick up their child I was about to leave for the library and I kind of froze cause she was crying really bad and the little girl looked really confused.
It hurt to see it...cause...I don't really want to blame either side. From all I've been through..and how much it reminds me of how me and my Haley were.
All I thought about was how Haley was hurting me and i was not thinking about how she did not realize what she did hurt me. I didn't consider her feelings. and when we broke up my feelings did not matter anymore. It all became "her" feelings.
When we should've made it equal to start with.
I used to not talk about her as much as I wished I could because I thought about my reputation..Especially japanese reputation. Musicians arn't really supposed to say they have girlfriends or relationships because the managment tells you not to mention it.
Well my session ends in 5 minutes so I gotta stop here.
Gotta go get mom a bed at Wal-Mart or something since we're getting an unfurnished place.
They're installing the carpet and repainting the walls right now.
So we're supposed to start moving in tomorrow.