yeah like fuck
eh, Christmas. It's raining and it's all crappy outside. I'm the Scrooge this year.
Going to go see Makenna today. I hope her aunt can help us. We're gonna be completely homeless again in 5 days.
da,da,da,........*searching thoughts*
I had trouble sleeping cause the damn aquarium thing got super loud and pissing again. I MEAN FUCKING LOUD WATER NOISES. I hate that, I hate that sound.
Can't stop thinking about Haley, I want to call her but I'm probably blocked,she's changed her number or if I call she WILL do those things or maybe she'll answer and tell me to fuck off or maybe she'll tell me she's busy fucking someone or maybe she'll say she's got another boyfriend better than me with a bigger dick or whatever.
God what the fuck ever. This is not helping. It's fucking 1 and we gotta leave at 2, I'm having trouble taking my headphones off cause I can't stand the fucking water noise and also my room mate kept turning the computer on with the sound on surround while me and mom were trying to fucking god damn sleep.
Right, heart never stops giving me trouble. Him freaking the fuck out of me while I was SLEEPING DECENT just didn't help.
Anyway, fuck everything, save the baby seals and all that good crap and murder the people that slaughter them.
I was looking at the pictures of the men with the picks that they use on the baby seals.
It remindsm e of Haley's friends how they talk so violently. It seems like they would think the killing is funny.
random, I'm hesitating on giving Makenna chocolate cause I have so many people tell me they hate chocolate. Freaky right? So I'm always paranoid about it.
Tried to give my room mate something yesterday for Christmas and he told me he doesn't accept Christmas presents. (he doesn't like christmas)
I guess I should hate it too cause these past few Christmases will echo in my head forever. Even if I'm "happy" .
Well, back is killing me from standing here and looking down at the keyboard.
I might as well go off and bitch in my own little hole and leave people alone cause I kno they're sick of my crap, like haley was sick of my crappy fuck life. People will hate me if I have something bad to say about how things are everyday. I gotta make up something positive. Lie about my day.
Anyway, I'm going. bye.
Going to go see Makenna today. I hope her aunt can help us. We're gonna be completely homeless again in 5 days.
da,da,da,........*searching thoughts*
I had trouble sleeping cause the damn aquarium thing got super loud and pissing again. I MEAN FUCKING LOUD WATER NOISES. I hate that, I hate that sound.
Can't stop thinking about Haley, I want to call her but I'm probably blocked,she's changed her number or if I call she WILL do those things or maybe she'll answer and tell me to fuck off or maybe she'll tell me she's busy fucking someone or maybe she'll say she's got another boyfriend better than me with a bigger dick or whatever.
God what the fuck ever. This is not helping. It's fucking 1 and we gotta leave at 2, I'm having trouble taking my headphones off cause I can't stand the fucking water noise and also my room mate kept turning the computer on with the sound on surround while me and mom were trying to fucking god damn sleep.
Right, heart never stops giving me trouble. Him freaking the fuck out of me while I was SLEEPING DECENT just didn't help.
Anyway, fuck everything, save the baby seals and all that good crap and murder the people that slaughter them.
I was looking at the pictures of the men with the picks that they use on the baby seals.
It remindsm e of Haley's friends how they talk so violently. It seems like they would think the killing is funny.
random, I'm hesitating on giving Makenna chocolate cause I have so many people tell me they hate chocolate. Freaky right? So I'm always paranoid about it.
Tried to give my room mate something yesterday for Christmas and he told me he doesn't accept Christmas presents. (he doesn't like christmas)
I guess I should hate it too cause these past few Christmases will echo in my head forever. Even if I'm "happy" .
Well, back is killing me from standing here and looking down at the keyboard.
I might as well go off and bitch in my own little hole and leave people alone cause I kno they're sick of my crap, like haley was sick of my crappy fuck life. People will hate me if I have something bad to say about how things are everyday. I gotta make up something positive. Lie about my day.
Anyway, I'm going. bye.