I wonder what it would feel like to shoot myself

[obliviousaspect]

Yeah major depression mode again

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[otakumentality]

This really depresses me too, but please don't give up, ok? I'm trying to help you as much as I can too. And I know that I don't say much on the phone, but it's nothing that you're saying or talking about..it's just my nature, I'm not very talkative that's all. I end up being able to say more over a computer than in person or on the phone...I dunno, I guess it's just easier to express myself through typing than spoken word. But it really bothers me that I can't say anything to you, I'm self conscious about it.

Just don't give up, no matter what. Keep trying, keep working..it will work out somehow, I know it, I feel it.

[kami_sama]

:( Just hang in there. I'm here for ya. :) Things will get better.