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lol, so a couple of weeks ago i found a grey hair on my head and im standing in fron of the mirror like "OMFG IM OLD!!!". I was gunna pull it out, but then realized that its a part of me and why should i get rid of it? who cares if i have a grey hair? i think its kinda kool and that its just something else that makes me "ME".
so my last few posts have been kinda ....well actually, "kinda" is an understatement. truthfully, they have been downright retardedly sad. like, im rereading them and im thiniing "which idiot wrote this?!". lol. honestly, im not even sure what was wrong with me. sure, ive never truly had a girl, and sure im no looker, and sure i have other assorted issues pertaining to self image, but i suddenly realize that i should be able to take on ANYTHING life throws at me. simply put, i say "BRING IT!". this sounds kind of childish, but i was watching Naruto and my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE CHARACTER was fighting for the first time(the one in my icon and background) and i was estatic to see what he could do and i went nuts cuz he kicked more ass than an ass kicking machine!(ha ha) and then they showed his past. it was then that i truly connected with the character 150%. he wasnt very good at anything, and everyone made fun of him because of something he couldnt help (sounding familiar?). but despite these setbacks, he never gave up nor gave in. he trained with all his might to proove that he could be the best. he endured failure after failure and the taunting only got worse and he nearly broke but then gai sensei took him under his wing and....oops, going too far into story. but the point was that he kept at it and now, he is second only to his sensei. on top of that, he holds no grudges and has no enemies but those who threaten his nindo and his friends. seeing what kind of person i could be, i realize that i cant just give up. i have to be strong and fight back. thats why i say to you now, im going to win this battle known as life.
so my last few posts have been kinda ....well actually, "kinda" is an understatement. truthfully, they have been downright retardedly sad. like, im rereading them and im thiniing "which idiot wrote this?!". lol. honestly, im not even sure what was wrong with me. sure, ive never truly had a girl, and sure im no looker, and sure i have other assorted issues pertaining to self image, but i suddenly realize that i should be able to take on ANYTHING life throws at me. simply put, i say "BRING IT!". this sounds kind of childish, but i was watching Naruto and my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE CHARACTER was fighting for the first time(the one in my icon and background) and i was estatic to see what he could do and i went nuts cuz he kicked more ass than an ass kicking machine!(ha ha) and then they showed his past. it was then that i truly connected with the character 150%. he wasnt very good at anything, and everyone made fun of him because of something he couldnt help (sounding familiar?). but despite these setbacks, he never gave up nor gave in. he trained with all his might to proove that he could be the best. he endured failure after failure and the taunting only got worse and he nearly broke but then gai sensei took him under his wing and....oops, going too far into story. but the point was that he kept at it and now, he is second only to his sensei. on top of that, he holds no grudges and has no enemies but those who threaten his nindo and his friends. seeing what kind of person i could be, i realize that i cant just give up. i have to be strong and fight back. thats why i say to you now, im going to win this battle known as life.