Jul 28, 2006 21:52
hey to anyone still even on this thing. im sorry i havnt kept up to date with you all....all 3 of you. ive had quite an eventful summer, but nothing worth talking about. nothing much going on in my life, and im sure you wouldnt want a day-by-day play-by-play story, so ill spare you that one. yes, and uneventful summer...AP work still not done....2 weeks till skool....bad schedule....u get the idea
you know, i just dont understand why people insist of arguing. i mean, all i do is talk and they yell and scream and then make me look like a fool and then i just end up crying because the world is just too much of a violent place. nobody likes a peacemaker. everybody likes to yell and scream at you because they dont wanna face their problems and just wanna hide the entire family away from the world and turn us into mountain hermits and make us suffer. oh well, maybe ill turn into jiraiya or something.....(for the one person who understood that, thank you).
i really cant wait untill i can get away from the corruption of this place....i just wanna live a peaceful life...one that isnt tied down to anyone or anything. free of taxes and laws...just somewhere that i could be free too wander...free to do what i wanted. of course, a female companion wouldnt be too bad of an idea either.lol.
all in all, i guess its just to say that you shouldnt hide away from problems and should face them head on. talking is always better than raised voices, and expressing feelings is better than opinions when is comes to these things. other than that, you should enjoy life and realize that the drama that you experience now is only drama because it's the worst you have experienced thus far. in that respect, why care? its only gunna get worse from here on in, so just learn to drop it and move on with life.
but above all, and in the words of Bon Jovi: "You better stand tall when they're calling you out...Dont bend, dont break, baby, dont back down!!"