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I've officially failed College Algebra. Yeah, I suck. Math is the bane of my existance and it ate me alive this semester. It wasn't even that it was hard. But about a month ago, the math lab switched our quiz dates on us, so I missed like, 2. And because of my mother, I didn't make it back to school in time to take one of my tests ._. I spent HOURS on that homework and those Godforsaken quizzes, and I still failed the class. That's perfect.
So, as of right now, I'm reeeeeeaally scared I'll be on Academic Suspension, which means I'll have to sit out for an entire semester. I do NOT want that. I (finally) managed to snag a job at Walmart about a month ago, but that's a whole 'nother post >_> It's going to kill me as it is to drive nearly 30 minutes to get from Columbus to Starkville nearly everyday over the break, and then spend ANOTHER 30 minutes fighting traffic to actually get to Walmart. I don't know what I'll do if I can't come back to school until next August. I tried sooo hard, and I just don't know what happened.
If I manage to get a good grade in my last 3 exams (one of which I'm studying for now) I might be able to just barely hit my mark. If not, I'm fucked. I don't even know what to do anymore. Everything I had planned went right down the drain in a matter of 2 semesters. I went from being excited about college after sitting out for a year, to being really pessimistic about it and not caring anymore, to working my ass off to make sure I can stay in school. The same thing happened last semester, and I managed to inch by with just probation again.
I don't know if it'll be enough this time ._.