it looks cold out ?????
i worked lastnight till ten -- took 2 excedrin cus i hada headache -- drank some amp cus i had a craving -- took some no doze so i wouldn't passout while dancing -- AND NOW i've been awake since 10AM yesterday till who knows when..thank god i don't have to work today..that would suck
i really haven't been doin much lately except work, shamrock, partying, and sleep
my niece should be here any day now...and the father is in jail..AGAIN
i need sleeppppppppppppppppppppppppppp
the shammy had some really hotttttttttt black guys lastnight "kenya" was there =)
one of the guys who makes me nervous everytime he comes in the store asked to party with him...which should be fun cus he's extremely hot
theses big black X's on my hands are weirding out my eyes
i really don't feel 19...i guess that's cus it's a boring age and i really don't act 19..if there is even a way to act..i dunno...maybe i'm just retarded
so i made this new journal thing cus nothing is on television -- it's almost like vomit -- i prefer vomit over puke or some other word cus i like how it sounds when i say it VOMIT the same goes for TELEVISION -- hahaaa i'm sayin these words and they sound so funny..wowWWW
my leg went numb last thursday..kris says that maybe i have an iron defficiency(?) but i cant go to the doctor cus i'm poor and have no insurance..so if i get seriously injured i guess i'll just die..even tho i'm scared to die..but it's okay cus i have to be scared of something..don't I?
sometimes i want to scream cus sometimes ppl are reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy self-centered -- am i self centered hmmm...i'm shallow..that's not the same thing is it?
i dunno...
i really haven't been doin much lately except work, shamrock, partying, and sleep
my niece should be here any day now...and the father is in jail..AGAIN
i need sleeppppppppppppppppppppppppppp
the shammy had some really hotttttttttt black guys lastnight "kenya" was there =)
one of the guys who makes me nervous everytime he comes in the store asked to party with him...which should be fun cus he's extremely hot
theses big black X's on my hands are weirding out my eyes
i really don't feel 19...i guess that's cus it's a boring age and i really don't act 19..if there is even a way to act..i dunno...maybe i'm just retarded
so i made this new journal thing cus nothing is on television -- it's almost like vomit -- i prefer vomit over puke or some other word cus i like how it sounds when i say it VOMIT the same goes for TELEVISION -- hahaaa i'm sayin these words and they sound so funny..wowWWW
my leg went numb last thursday..kris says that maybe i have an iron defficiency(?) but i cant go to the doctor cus i'm poor and have no insurance..so if i get seriously injured i guess i'll just die..even tho i'm scared to die..but it's okay cus i have to be scared of something..don't I?
sometimes i want to scream cus sometimes ppl are reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy self-centered -- am i self centered hmmm...i'm shallow..that's not the same thing is it?
i dunno...