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It's last year all over again. My sudden self-loathing reminds me so much of last year, it's scary. That and my overwhelming apathy for just about everything (except school of course) just makes me think that next year is going to be the worst year of my life. This year was my only year of high school that i didn't hate. Freshman year was total hell. I had no friends and i hated it. Sophomore year... well, anyone who knows me knows the huge mistakes i made that year. This year was different... For obvious reasons, but the most important was that I WAS happy. Even with myself. Oh well though, it's not like this is a new thing for me. Hopefully this is just because of recent circumstances though. I want this to pass becasue i don't want to spend my senior year being completely miserable... but i could see that happening.
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On a totally unrelated note, does anyone know how much a turtle costs? lol
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It's weird feeling like this and yet still being in a somewhat good mood. I guess i forgot how this was.
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On a totally unrelated note, does anyone know how much a turtle costs? lol
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It's weird feeling like this and yet still being in a somewhat good mood. I guess i forgot how this was.