09 - PAfH; [Audio :: Common]
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It is but one more thing. An obstacle, even if it is one that I... was unable to foretell.
I should not surprised and a part of me is not.
And yet...
I release with my thoughts, another shard of my heart.
[It can be assumed that from here, Zelda's turned off her voice recording.]
It hurts as much the second time as the first. I had hoped the pain would subside, but I suppose as long as anyone is here, that the feelings never truly go away. In that respect, it... seems a little wrong that I would so quickly just turn my thoughts onto my country. It... It is not as though I have not given the time to think over those I miss or feel incomplete without. I simply believed that I could place my feelings aside.
Sir Jak truly said it the very best. It is all very well and good for me to worry about others. I have lived my entire life this way. It is who I wish to be. It is how I wish to be. To be capable of putting my heart into my actions, to know that I am genuine for every smile I offer the other passengers. I wish to make great changes, and I believe that with these hands, the hands that the goddesses crafted for me, that I will be able to do exactly that.
In doing so, however, I believe I may be losing a part of myself, the parts that render me emotional and nostalgic for days when we were younger.
You are not here, anymore, and neither is she. With her gone as well, it... It only seems to remind me of how I felt.
Thank you, for everything you did for me. Thank you for your everlasting considerate nature. Thank you for never having a selfish thought and for constantly thinking of me. You may not be here to see them, or hear them, but I hope with every breath that your heart--wherever it is--feels it and knows how I truly feel. It... is so very hard for me to take these steps and to continue along this pathway without you. Throughout everything, however, I was so helpless, and I... was of very little use to you. I could seal away an evil king with the help from others, and yet... I could not ease your mind here.
I simply wonder that if I were to die upon this ship, how much I would regret. You were not mine. I was not yours. You reminded me, however, of how I felt about him. I have promised myself, though, that I will not feel this way. Hyrule--then--came first. And now, in honor of you, I will place the passengers--both crew and those like myself--aboard this vessel in that place. This... may become my home forever more. May Hyrule be safe in my absence--should I ever see her fair lands again. And should I not...
May at least the Hero of Time--my Hero of Time--be able of doing everything that I cannot.
[So... as a result, Zelda's somewhat broken a little on the emotional side of things. She's going to be likely hiding out in her room for a little bit. Could be a few days. Could be a week. She feels she won't be of any use to anyone as long as she's upset.]
It is but one more thing. An obstacle, even if it is one that I... was unable to foretell.
I should not surprised and a part of me is not.
And yet...
I release with my thoughts, another shard of my heart.
[It can be assumed that from here, Zelda's turned off her voice recording.]
It hurts as much the second time as the first. I had hoped the pain would subside, but I suppose as long as anyone is here, that the feelings never truly go away. In that respect, it... seems a little wrong that I would so quickly just turn my thoughts onto my country. It... It is not as though I have not given the time to think over those I miss or feel incomplete without. I simply believed that I could place my feelings aside.
Sir Jak truly said it the very best. It is all very well and good for me to worry about others. I have lived my entire life this way. It is who I wish to be. It is how I wish to be. To be capable of putting my heart into my actions, to know that I am genuine for every smile I offer the other passengers. I wish to make great changes, and I believe that with these hands, the hands that the goddesses crafted for me, that I will be able to do exactly that.
In doing so, however, I believe I may be losing a part of myself, the parts that render me emotional and nostalgic for days when we were younger.
You are not here, anymore, and neither is she. With her gone as well, it... It only seems to remind me of how I felt.
Thank you, for everything you did for me. Thank you for your everlasting considerate nature. Thank you for never having a selfish thought and for constantly thinking of me. You may not be here to see them, or hear them, but I hope with every breath that your heart--wherever it is--feels it and knows how I truly feel. It... is so very hard for me to take these steps and to continue along this pathway without you. Throughout everything, however, I was so helpless, and I... was of very little use to you. I could seal away an evil king with the help from others, and yet... I could not ease your mind here.
I simply wonder that if I were to die upon this ship, how much I would regret. You were not mine. I was not yours. You reminded me, however, of how I felt about him. I have promised myself, though, that I will not feel this way. Hyrule--then--came first. And now, in honor of you, I will place the passengers--both crew and those like myself--aboard this vessel in that place. This... may become my home forever more. May Hyrule be safe in my absence--should I ever see her fair lands again. And should I not...
May at least the Hero of Time--my Hero of Time--be able of doing everything that I cannot.
[So... as a result, Zelda's somewhat broken a little on the emotional side of things. She's going to be likely hiding out in her room for a little bit. Could be a few days. Could be a week. She feels she won't be of any use to anyone as long as she's upset.]