Oh world, just you wait and see...
I feel nice and pretentious writing here. Not that I am at all. It's just a bit cocky. 'HEY WORLD. wanna read about my awesome life?'
No, no you don't. But you will anyway, it's just one of those things.
So last night was nice. I party shot 2 pear kopperbergs, cause really I'm a 14 year old girl at heart. Speaking of 14 year old girls. Stop lying to me. I trust you a lot, no need to lieeeeee. /rant.
Anyway, tonight I'm doing nothing. This is due to my lack of friends. plans. (You can tell I really like the score through tool, can't you :)
'Cause I'm so hip and happening, I have many friends. haha, nah. My life is nice. I have a number of close friends I'd hang out with, that I can count on one hand. I like it this way. I also have friends to drink with and things. Cause my life obviously revolves around drinking.
We lit a fire last night near Pickie. Would you believe that I am by far the youngest of my friends, and they are all like 22 and over. I'M the one who is always taking the moral high ground, and telling them to stop being silly drunk fools. They are reprobates though. Not as much as it reads here. I had a youth club meeting at 10 this morning. boy, was I tired. Jess called me a million and ten times and I still didn't get up. I was late, it was cool. No worrrrries.
I'm gunna do a really ass clownish surey now, like the cool emos on bebo. You all better enjoy it.
Think back to your most important relationship, was it all your fault it's over?
Nope.
Your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right?
I guess this can be deemed as true, in reterospect.
Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
Nah. I'm a bit mad at a friend. He did something dickish, but I don't think I'd punch him in the face. If he was here I'd probably just ask for an explanation, then forgive him because I'm a softie.
Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly ?
Yes, crass generalisations are my favourite thing.
If your mom worked at Hooters, what would you do?
Disown her sorry whore ass.
Who was the last person to send you a text?
Jess. She was telling me about her iTrip, and how excited she is for tomorrow, haha.
Do you love where you live?
It has both its good and bad points.
What were you doing at 12 AM?
Sitting in Wolseys 'Beer garden' drinkin' Kopperberg and enjoying life.
Who was the first person you talked to on the phone when you woke up?
Jessicattttt. I do have other friends. She was just being my personal alarm clock this morning.
Can you get over people easily?
I'm in two minds about this statement. Like, I am my own worst enemy when it comes to patience. I get so impatient and need to know whats going on with them, what they are doing etc. I am also a very good regret texter. So not really THAT good. But then I just kind of forget it all after a few weeks of crazy phycing.
Where did you first kiss the last person you kissed?
On a sofa. Classy girl.
Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Not really. A little, but nothing major.
Are you open about your feelings, or closed off?
Very closed off, unless I trust the person. One of my biggest weaknesses is trust. I do trust boys more than girls though, and would be more likely to open up to a boy. It really depends who the person is.
Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
I'm wearing a tshirt and pants. I'd maybe go ahead and put some trousers on, and fix my hair a little.
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Somewhere in Tempest.
Did you sleep alone last night?
I did. and I enjoyed it:)
Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
Not really no. I'm neither an old fashioned old woman who thinks its an executable offence, or that laid back where I don't give a fuck. But, in a massive generalisation, if you are cheating, is the relationship really worth it?
Has anyone ever sang to you?
Mmmhmm.
Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
Probably not. I'm not HUGELY popular, but I know a lot of people like me. Before my ego inflates too far, i'd like to point out its just cause i'm 'funny'
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Maaaaybe.
How was your weekend?
Tiring as always. Worky work.
Do you think that you're a good person?
Yep. I just have a twisted sense of humour. I have a good sense of right and wrong, and I'm always very honest with my opinions. I like that, because people always notice, and tell me its a good thing.
How do you feel right now?
A little hungry. Also a bit sleepy and anxious.
What did you do yesterday?
Well. Nothing. Went out at night.
If you could seek revenge on someone, would you?
I'm too nonchalant for revenge.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn' t do?
Urgh yes. One time sticks out in my mind, and I still beat myself up about it all the time.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Yep. I have plenty of male friends that I don't fancy.
Interested in anyone at the moment?
Your guess.
How has this week been?
Tiring. but nice. It's certainly had its ups and downs, just fortunately way more ups.
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
Saoirse back garden. Working a lot and drinking more.
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
A can of Lucozade. I went into the god awful 24 hour shop in Bangor, and proclaimed to Jess that I wanted something nice to drink and it had to be in a can. It was either that, redbull or coke.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
I have several for different things. Look at me, all trust slutting.
Have you ever laughed at something that wasn't meant to be funny?
I'm sure I have.
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
A weeee bit.
Does it matter if your bf/gf drinks?
I think it would bother me a wee bit if they didn't. I know that sounds awful but I work in a bar, and go out quite a bit. I wouldn't like to lead this whole other life without them.
When was the last time you talked to the person you last kissed?
When I kissed them.
Do you prefer warm or cold water?
Cold. I really dislike warm weather. I have a sore shoulder now and I am going to delete the rest of the questions.
The next three weeks will be nice, lots of good youth work, and some fun hanging out. Bex's wedding also, which I am so excited about. We are going to wear heels and dresses and dance a lot :) yaaaay. In 13 days, it will ALL be better. My life that is :)
Jess and I are driving to Dublin tomorrow. We might not make it back alive. I loved you all, just so you know.