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[obligedtotortur]

I think it's over...

people say I should stop...

everyone says to end it...

but it's my choice...

I just want to disappear...

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[thisveryminute]

fuck what other people say. they have no idea. this is us and we are the ones who need to either work it out or end it. we've both lied to each other and i'm not sure if this is going to be able to fix it but i am up for trying and i know that you are. no matter what happens i want you to know that i love you and i always always will. you are my best friend and the only guy that has ever been decent to me. i will always want you. we've put eachother through hell and we've always came back. what's different about now? we've strecthed out our limits. but what the fuck are limits anyway? limitations, what's to tell us that we are done? what's to tell us how far we can go? i don't want to lose you. i don't want to have you not come over...like the first time that you did during the winter and i made you hot chocolate. it didn't turn out perfect but it was still good...after i fixed it. i know that we have some things that we need to work on but that'll just make us stronger...or we'll fall apart. i don't want to not have you to turn to when i'm sad. i'll miss you too much.
you know how you always said that i didn't need makeup? well i cried all of it away today. i looked like shit cause i just got up, but i didn't care. i just wanted to cry with you. whatever happens...you've taught me so much and i'll always remember all of the great times that we've had. i love you.

[obligedtotortur]

I love you sooooo much...I'm sorry for everything. And I'm glad that you've learned from me. I'm not going to leave you. You're abosolutly right...fuck everyone else, we've been through worse and always pulled through. We will now too. I'll always love you! Trees and Blue!