totally lame I know
So I am dating the super nice boy... who makes me pictures of drawn dinosaurs, cooks for me/with me, cleans with me, dances with me, laughs a lot, always sees the silver lining, has the natural knack to want to help people and love them equally... and is a super duper hotty tottie, and has the most super charming smile ever... is smart and outgoing and charismatic....and genuine....
then there is me... who is thinking... about why Chris went away.... silly! Good boys are perfectly smack in front of me, who I like and loves (in that friendly-friendster manner)and then I think about Chris..
Who cheated on me, and is well...gay, and was also fun and great in his Chris kinda ways.... and even if I ever saw him again, would probably never want to date again... SO whats with this attraction to the (obviously didn't end well)ex over the new (AWESOME)person...(????)
I think its my human condition(ing) to self destruction....
I hope it doesn't get the best of me...
then there is me... who is thinking... about why Chris went away.... silly! Good boys are perfectly smack in front of me, who I like and loves (in that friendly-friendster manner)and then I think about Chris..
Who cheated on me, and is well...gay, and was also fun and great in his Chris kinda ways.... and even if I ever saw him again, would probably never want to date again... SO whats with this attraction to the (obviously didn't end well)ex over the new (AWESOME)person...(????)
I think its my human condition(ing) to self destruction....
I hope it doesn't get the best of me...