im not sad
i have some stuff i am working on with money stress, and missing chris stress, and work - certain employee hatin' on me- stress, and letting go of anger and frustration stress, and money-less stress, and how am i going to make it by end of sept when i get paid stress--- lots of money woes, and maxing out my credit card stress...
but chris called me, gave me some great affirmations, and he is such a lovely boy to me. i told him before he left, if he asked me to marry him, right then, i would say yes.
i still feel that way now.
i was nervous about some of his feelings, and i dont think he wants me to share them, so i wont, but its all good. he loves me too =]
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yay!
so i am also happy about a lot of things
i am happy that i will see chris perhaps in dec.
i will see my mom and family for sure in dec.
i am making mental progress with issues, like anger and personal suffering
sego lily school- though stressful at times is an awesome job!
Rinpoche is a here and giving great teachings that help me immensly!
the lotus fest is next month at temple
amber is a ani now! a monk!
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i am sad by some things~
bush taking people out of iraq and sticking them back in afghanastan
pauls g.f erica... sad for his emotional pain
odens cancer
the hurricane causing issues
that snow is coming soon
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where i need help:
i need people to help in the arts and crafts room at lotus fest.
cicada can you and cougar take an hour for me, ? you two can work together? just one hour? the parents HAVE to stay with their kids, you would just be showing how to do certain crafts and kicking naughty kids/parents out... which... never happens. people are good there...
you can eat momo's and drink tea!
also... need help crocheting scarves, i want to donate scarves at xmas to a shelter, somewhere in slc.
and... i am looking for more game playing in my life.
like scrabble and boggle and scatagories...
thats
all.
for now...
=]
thanks cicada for your call. i cried a lil on phone with chris today, and i am touched by your sweet message... i love you too.
but chris called me, gave me some great affirmations, and he is such a lovely boy to me. i told him before he left, if he asked me to marry him, right then, i would say yes.
i still feel that way now.
i was nervous about some of his feelings, and i dont think he wants me to share them, so i wont, but its all good. he loves me too =]
-----
yay!
so i am also happy about a lot of things
i am happy that i will see chris perhaps in dec.
i will see my mom and family for sure in dec.
i am making mental progress with issues, like anger and personal suffering
sego lily school- though stressful at times is an awesome job!
Rinpoche is a here and giving great teachings that help me immensly!
the lotus fest is next month at temple
amber is a ani now! a monk!
-----
i am sad by some things~
bush taking people out of iraq and sticking them back in afghanastan
pauls g.f erica... sad for his emotional pain
odens cancer
the hurricane causing issues
that snow is coming soon
----
where i need help:
i need people to help in the arts and crafts room at lotus fest.
cicada can you and cougar take an hour for me, ? you two can work together? just one hour? the parents HAVE to stay with their kids, you would just be showing how to do certain crafts and kicking naughty kids/parents out... which... never happens. people are good there...
you can eat momo's and drink tea!
also... need help crocheting scarves, i want to donate scarves at xmas to a shelter, somewhere in slc.
and... i am looking for more game playing in my life.
like scrabble and boggle and scatagories...
thats
all.
for now...
=]
thanks cicada for your call. i cried a lil on phone with chris today, and i am touched by your sweet message... i love you too.