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private | unhackable
I have to treat it like a dream, because that's all it was. At least I know. That those feelings are there... they never were a lie. If I ever go back, they won't be a lie.
But things change in years after so much loss... I know that. I can see why he would want to move on...
I need to be reasonable about this. I have to. If a child like Machi can endure this, even though his pain is less camouflaged than an adult's would be, then I must as well. And Gavin... I should be strong for him. No matter what, I have to... Ghn..
Maybe this is too much for me all at once. Maybe...
Maybe... ( It still hurts. And it's okay to hurt for a little while, isn't it? He didn't mean to, neither did Gavin, and I...
Mmh. Listen to yourself, Edgeworth, sounding like some dumped woman. Wait... that was very chauvinistic, wasn't it? Ghn. Good thing no one can hear.
Father, what would you have done? I can't even decide for myself... But I know that right now, it feels too hard to breathe. )
...I don't regret it, though. I can't.
I pray that he doesn't let it change anything either.
I've only lost a chance here... but not back home. I have to remember that... but just... curse you City. Curse you.
/private
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private | klavier
... how are is everything could I possibly bother y-
... argh. Never mind. ...talk to me. Where are you? ...what.
/private
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I hope everyone is doing better after that curse. Some might find it painful to know the paths that they could have taken, and the paths that may have seemed better, but never forget that things happen because there's always a path ahead to take, no matter how dark it seems.
I've learned that. I hope others may find some solace in it too.
I'll be working late tonight. If anyone needs me, my cellphone is on at all times.
private to phoenix | unhackable
When you're up for it... let's go for a drink later.
/private
Is there a pet store here?
[ooc; warrrrning, very very confused possibly hurt prosecutor/investigator on the loose. He'll be fine of course because that's the awesome Edgeworth way. But right now everything's a horrible, big mess in his head. hey you try to behave normally/ feel anything for anyone after fifteen years of being told it was wrong. :| And yes, Klav, that was a very ill-concealed plea for help, strikes hackable. Anyone else, just behave like normal, unless you really know him because he's just going to uh. Sink right back if interrogated by anyone not close to him as friends. God damn he needs to be made to cry somehow. /tl;dr DX SORRY FOR THE WOES ;; ]
I have to treat it like a dream, because that's all it was. At least I know. That those feelings are there... they never were a lie. If I ever go back, they won't be a lie.
But things change in years after so much loss... I know that. I can see why he would want to move on...
I need to be reasonable about this. I have to. If a child like Machi can endure this, even though his pain is less camouflaged than an adult's would be, then I must as well. And Gavin... I should be strong for him. No matter what, I have to... Ghn..
Maybe this is too much for me all at once. Maybe...
Maybe... ( It still hurts. And it's okay to hurt for a little while, isn't it? He didn't mean to, neither did Gavin, and I...
Mmh. Listen to yourself, Edgeworth, sounding like some dumped woman. Wait... that was very chauvinistic, wasn't it? Ghn. Good thing no one can hear.
Father, what would you have done? I can't even decide for myself... But I know that right now, it feels too hard to breathe. )
...I don't regret it, though. I can't.
I pray that he doesn't let it change anything either.
I've only lost a chance here... but not back home. I have to remember that... but just... curse you City. Curse you.
/private
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private | klavier
... how are is everything could I possibly bother y-
... argh. Never mind. ...talk to me. Where are you? ...what.
/private
---
I hope everyone is doing better after that curse. Some might find it painful to know the paths that they could have taken, and the paths that may have seemed better, but never forget that things happen because there's always a path ahead to take, no matter how dark it seems.
I've learned that. I hope others may find some solace in it too.
I'll be working late tonight. If anyone needs me, my cellphone is on at all times.
private to phoenix | unhackable
When you're up for it... let's go for a drink later.
/private
Is there a pet store here?
[ooc; warrrrning, very very confused possibly hurt prosecutor/investigator on the loose. He'll be fine of course because that's the awesome Edgeworth way. But right now everything's a horrible, big mess in his head. hey you try to behave normally/ feel anything for anyone after fifteen years of being told it was wrong. :| And yes, Klav, that was a very ill-concealed plea for help, strikes hackable. Anyone else, just behave like normal, unless you really know him because he's just going to uh. Sink right back if interrogated by anyone not close to him as friends. God damn he needs to be made to cry somehow. /tl;dr DX SORRY FOR THE WOES ;; ]