scary times
dammit. This is harder than I thought.
For those who don't know, i decided to go jobless (I quit). I saved up enough money in my bank to survive for at least 2 months. why? I had this fukin dumb ass notion that i could masterfully create a musical demo that's geared toward film and video game scoring in the span of two months. right now, things don't look too good. i'm already a week into it and i don't have crap!
please jump kick me in my balls many times!
i deserve it for conjuring up such arrogance.
right now i have sh*t for my first piece. I'm trying to come up with a piece that describes an apocalyptic type scenario... a hopeless battle of some sort where the listener is supposed to feel omnipotent but still, overwhelmed by unbeatable forces.
imagine being YODA alongside a league of angels but going up against darth vader, sauron, satan, and their armies all at the same time. throw in some demons, fire, brimstone, big ass space cruisers that blow up planets, some rain, thunder, fireballs, meteor showers and all that sh*t and you'll get the idea as to what i'm trying to pull off for this first song.
so far i have some obscure minor progression that eats many cocks from multiple regions. it would have been great for PCN or something, but it sure sucks ass in the "real world".
help me, i'm a fukin loser with no job.
ironic in that the scenario i described above is actually similar to the struggle i face creating this stupid demo! there are times i do feel like "yoda"... regardless, even he can't take both the emperor and darth vader at the same time.
JUMP KICK MY BALLS SOME MORE AND PUNCH ME IN MY ASSHOLE!!! I think that would help
For those who don't know, i decided to go jobless (I quit). I saved up enough money in my bank to survive for at least 2 months. why? I had this fukin dumb ass notion that i could masterfully create a musical demo that's geared toward film and video game scoring in the span of two months. right now, things don't look too good. i'm already a week into it and i don't have crap!
please jump kick me in my balls many times!
i deserve it for conjuring up such arrogance.
right now i have sh*t for my first piece. I'm trying to come up with a piece that describes an apocalyptic type scenario... a hopeless battle of some sort where the listener is supposed to feel omnipotent but still, overwhelmed by unbeatable forces.
imagine being YODA alongside a league of angels but going up against darth vader, sauron, satan, and their armies all at the same time. throw in some demons, fire, brimstone, big ass space cruisers that blow up planets, some rain, thunder, fireballs, meteor showers and all that sh*t and you'll get the idea as to what i'm trying to pull off for this first song.
so far i have some obscure minor progression that eats many cocks from multiple regions. it would have been great for PCN or something, but it sure sucks ass in the "real world".
help me, i'm a fukin loser with no job.
ironic in that the scenario i described above is actually similar to the struggle i face creating this stupid demo! there are times i do feel like "yoda"... regardless, even he can't take both the emperor and darth vader at the same time.
JUMP KICK MY BALLS SOME MORE AND PUNCH ME IN MY ASSHOLE!!! I think that would help