Working. I gave up my sunday so I can have tuesday off so I can go to my appointments that day. I am tired, but good. I have been reading a lot. And I like that. I have missed my solitude and isolation
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The bed was because I had a bunk bed and I could not fit in it very well. The cat was for practicing responsibility. Plus I was very lonely at the time and needed a companion. The iPod was from Roxi as a christmas present (she got a good deal off the net). The camera was the last thing on my birthday list. My father got that instead of a record player (because it needed wire attachments and speakers, of which I have no room in my room). The money I get from working. Now, the music my father has no problem contributing to, it is not much of an expens. The high school thing he did not want to do at all, he still wants to put me back into regular high school (my therapist convinces him otherwise. Oh, and my increasing good grades and how well I function with the new program). Again, he does not wish for my brother and I to be at the house when he is gone, but he knows how bad my mother can get so he allows us anyways. The therapist is not much of an expens because she is covered on my fathers insurance, plus I do not speak to many people, and she is someone that I can get professional advice from. Also someone to talk to (practically a friend). The math thing was something I found out on my own.
I know what I need and want, so I find ways of getting it. My father wants me to be happy, and for some odd reason he thinks I deserve all these things, so he enjoys getting them for me. There are many things that I wish to have, like a trip to europe. And I am saving up my own money for that.
If I cannot get something, I except that I cannot get it if it is impossible, but if not, I am pacient and will figure a way to get it. My father does not have to hold my hand and buy me everything, I can get things on my own.
And now I am rambeling and saying pointless things. I guess I am trying to defend myself, it almost sounds like I am spoild. I just have it made.
I know what I need and want, so I find ways of getting it. My father wants me to be happy, and for some odd reason he thinks I deserve all these things, so he enjoys getting them for me. There are many things that I wish to have, like a trip to europe. And I am saving up my own money for that.
If I cannot get something, I except that I cannot get it if it is impossible, but if not, I am pacient and will figure a way to get it. My father does not have to hold my hand and buy me everything, I can get things on my own.
And now I am rambeling and saying pointless things. I guess I am trying to defend myself, it almost sounds like I am spoild. I just have it made.
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