Chain of Events
It's been a strange month. The kind that brings rapid change and stress. I have yet to really process it all but here's a few updates on things.
brokencacophony contacted me earlier this year, and I find myself talking to her almost daily now. I'm not really one for regret, but there are quite a few things I wish I had told her years ago, even more so with what I know now. It's been really nice to have this second chance. Though it's been a bit frustrating to be so far away from the magic kingdom. If only one of us had a car...
I'm not a big fan of myspace, but the other day I decided to check it. I logged in to find a friend request from my half-sister. I guess it wouldn't be such a big deal if I had spoken to her at all in the last 7 years... but I haven't. We kind of lost touch a few years back and it seems I missed out on a lot. Hopefully It can be arranged to spend some time together, as I can probably count on one hand the number of times we've seen each other in my life time.
I knew it was going to happen, I just didn't think it'd sneak up on me like this. This house is becoming more and more a sinking ship every day, and I find myself thinking about where I'll go from here. That's not so bad in itself, but I'll be separating from a rather good friend in the process. Its all for the better though.
Normally change scares the heck out of me, but I find myself thinking that this time... things aren't happening fast enough.
~John
brokencacophony contacted me earlier this year, and I find myself talking to her almost daily now. I'm not really one for regret, but there are quite a few things I wish I had told her years ago, even more so with what I know now. It's been really nice to have this second chance. Though it's been a bit frustrating to be so far away from the magic kingdom. If only one of us had a car...
I'm not a big fan of myspace, but the other day I decided to check it. I logged in to find a friend request from my half-sister. I guess it wouldn't be such a big deal if I had spoken to her at all in the last 7 years... but I haven't. We kind of lost touch a few years back and it seems I missed out on a lot. Hopefully It can be arranged to spend some time together, as I can probably count on one hand the number of times we've seen each other in my life time.
I knew it was going to happen, I just didn't think it'd sneak up on me like this. This house is becoming more and more a sinking ship every day, and I find myself thinking about where I'll go from here. That's not so bad in itself, but I'll be separating from a rather good friend in the process. Its all for the better though.
Normally change scares the heck out of me, but I find myself thinking that this time... things aren't happening fast enough.
~John