casual sex
It's always kind of odd talking to Agent J (previously Lover J) again because he knows me really well. This time, he had gotten around to talking to me about his latest hook-ups and such. It was kind of weird to hear about them, not for any reason like I'm the one that wants to be hooking-up with him or anything like that, just because I guess I forgot how much of a sexual being he was. He kept using the term 'fuck' when referring to sex. The word doesn't usually bother me much or anything like that, it's just that he was actually using it to refer to what he did in a non-joking fashion, and it was just strange. "... so we fucked one night." It just makes it sound so gross. And I guess it's also weird to hear it coming from someone who used to talk to me about how sex is about love, and when we were together, he never called it 'fucking' but 'making love.' Well, then I suppose what he was really doing was just only 'fucking' since he wasn't in any serious relationships or anything like that. It all makes me realize that I'm entirely not one for casual sex, at all. I really hope that I don't ever try anything like that because I firmly believe in my character that I'd be disappointed.