for the record
what is a friend?
no, im not trying to be deep, i am seriously contemplating what my idea of a friend is....
i have a friend we shall call harry.
harry has been a friend of mine for 3 and a half years. for awhile, i considered him my best friend. we were a weird pair. i think alot of people wondered why we were friends. but as ive said a hundred times before, we have always had this weird connection. but our friendship is flawed, in a major way.
how can two people be friends if their is no truth, it seems? somehow it never really bothered me that badly that i was being lied to all the time.
i did something wrong to him last night, that somehow i feel bad for. could this be an end to the friendship that never really existed somehow? i am not really making sense to myself.
i guess he always had a certain respect for me that was lost, which really does suck.
oh well. i doubt it will keep me up tonight.
on a different note,i think im going to get hurt at work tomorrow.....
no, im not trying to be deep, i am seriously contemplating what my idea of a friend is....
i have a friend we shall call harry.
harry has been a friend of mine for 3 and a half years. for awhile, i considered him my best friend. we were a weird pair. i think alot of people wondered why we were friends. but as ive said a hundred times before, we have always had this weird connection. but our friendship is flawed, in a major way.
how can two people be friends if their is no truth, it seems? somehow it never really bothered me that badly that i was being lied to all the time.
i did something wrong to him last night, that somehow i feel bad for. could this be an end to the friendship that never really existed somehow? i am not really making sense to myself.
i guess he always had a certain respect for me that was lost, which really does suck.
oh well. i doubt it will keep me up tonight.
on a different note,i think im going to get hurt at work tomorrow.....