Nov 24, 2006 02:11
hahaha i am loving life right now! even though like some relationships are not were i want them to be and some things are a little rocky i've learned over the past while that i just need to lift them up to God and He will help me with them and if i just let them resolve themselves sometimes thats the best course of action and trying to solve them by myself just isn't going to work!
what is also amazing and i thank God for is the new people He is bringing into my life like my cheerleader and dancer friends they are so amazing and wonderful and they are Christians whcih is such a blessing considering i thought i was gonna have a team full of nonchristians and all and God is just so good and i'm kindof rambleing but i'm so tired and blablabla but i just am so grateful that God has let me grow in the way that now i don't think less of someone that has had a past that isn't so Christian and that i don't think down on someone who is struggling with there walk because you know what? i've been struggling with mine too and i've been trying hard and i know if i right now met me a couple months ago i would think what a snob stuck up goodie goodie Christian girl who is a freaking judgemental and critical person, and i'm so lucky that God has let me be put through a few trials over the past months that have taught me important lessons i needed to learn!
what does this mean? i love Jesus Christ with all my heart and i thank You Lord that You are so merciful to me even though i'm so much of a sinner! i love you Jesus