last weekend and this week
ohhhhhhh lots to write
last weekend
friday- i worked with amelia!!! haha it was just us working and it was so much fun. after that i went to jennas house and slept over. i love jenna sweeneyyyy!
saturday- left jennas at like 4. haha we basically sat around and were lazy all day. then saturday night i went out to eat at ruby tuesdays with ali and ronnit and then we went back to alis house after.
sunday- it was sooooo nice out. me and amelia went for a bike ride. we rode to this syrian store on norwood in deal. they were having some crazyyy good sales. it was amazing. i got 2 shirts, a sweatshirt, and A BATHING SUIT!!! yayy i have a bathing suit obsession.
ok so i have more important things that i need to write about.
i dont think anyone reads this but i dont care.. i find it very therapeutic to write in it and get my thoughts out....
ok so over the weekend my friends grandpa died, and then on monday my other friends dad died. and after talking to both of them about it, it kinda gave me a whole new outlook on life.. and ive realized things that i should have realized awhile ago.
first of all- lifes too short to be anything but happy. its true. there was this boy that i was with over the summer that i really liked a lot.. he liked me too for awhile but then he changed his mind. i was upset about it for about 5 monthes. thats 5 monthes of my life wasted over a stupid boy that doesnt even care about me. how ridiculous is that? one of my friends has the same problem as i did.. shes so depressed from this boy she was together with 5 monthes ago. its so stupid. if the person you like doesnt like you, then get over. dont cry about. they're not worth your tears. i know from experience.
second of all- dont complain. i dont understand why people complain. one of my friends is a hardcore swimmer. she always complains about it. she'll be like 'OMG IM SORE' ..but complaining doesnt make the pain go away. it doesnt do you any good. yeah, i understand that she swims a lot, but nobody wants to hear her whining about it, and it doesnt make her feel any better. theres just no reason to complain.
third of all- you're not better than everyone else. some of my friends have that attitude that theyre 'hotter' or 'cooler' or 'better' than everyone else. yeah, its good to have self confidence, but dont be snobby about it. that just makes people not like you.
also- be friendlier. when you walk down the street, say hi to everyone you pass. i hate how people dont say hi to people that look 'sketchy' ..just cause they look that way, doesnt mean they are. they could be the nicest person ever. and even if theyre not, its not like theyll kill you from saying hi to them.
one more thing- dont have any fears. some of my friends are afraid to take the trains or buses places. i dont understand why. i think trains are the most amazing things ever. they also think that is 'sketchy'. yeah im not gonna lie, sometimes some sketchy old guys try to use pick up lines on me if im by myself. but whatever, its no big deal. i just ignore it and move on. its so stupid how some people are afraid of everything. you cant live your life being too scared to do things. you have to take some chances and just have fun.
if anyone actually took the time to read this, i hope you'll listen to what i wrote.
im exhausted and im going to bed now... goodnightttt <333
last weekend
friday- i worked with amelia!!! haha it was just us working and it was so much fun. after that i went to jennas house and slept over. i love jenna sweeneyyyy!
saturday- left jennas at like 4. haha we basically sat around and were lazy all day. then saturday night i went out to eat at ruby tuesdays with ali and ronnit and then we went back to alis house after.
sunday- it was sooooo nice out. me and amelia went for a bike ride. we rode to this syrian store on norwood in deal. they were having some crazyyy good sales. it was amazing. i got 2 shirts, a sweatshirt, and A BATHING SUIT!!! yayy i have a bathing suit obsession.
ok so i have more important things that i need to write about.
i dont think anyone reads this but i dont care.. i find it very therapeutic to write in it and get my thoughts out....
ok so over the weekend my friends grandpa died, and then on monday my other friends dad died. and after talking to both of them about it, it kinda gave me a whole new outlook on life.. and ive realized things that i should have realized awhile ago.
first of all- lifes too short to be anything but happy. its true. there was this boy that i was with over the summer that i really liked a lot.. he liked me too for awhile but then he changed his mind. i was upset about it for about 5 monthes. thats 5 monthes of my life wasted over a stupid boy that doesnt even care about me. how ridiculous is that? one of my friends has the same problem as i did.. shes so depressed from this boy she was together with 5 monthes ago. its so stupid. if the person you like doesnt like you, then get over. dont cry about. they're not worth your tears. i know from experience.
second of all- dont complain. i dont understand why people complain. one of my friends is a hardcore swimmer. she always complains about it. she'll be like 'OMG IM SORE' ..but complaining doesnt make the pain go away. it doesnt do you any good. yeah, i understand that she swims a lot, but nobody wants to hear her whining about it, and it doesnt make her feel any better. theres just no reason to complain.
third of all- you're not better than everyone else. some of my friends have that attitude that theyre 'hotter' or 'cooler' or 'better' than everyone else. yeah, its good to have self confidence, but dont be snobby about it. that just makes people not like you.
also- be friendlier. when you walk down the street, say hi to everyone you pass. i hate how people dont say hi to people that look 'sketchy' ..just cause they look that way, doesnt mean they are. they could be the nicest person ever. and even if theyre not, its not like theyll kill you from saying hi to them.
one more thing- dont have any fears. some of my friends are afraid to take the trains or buses places. i dont understand why. i think trains are the most amazing things ever. they also think that is 'sketchy'. yeah im not gonna lie, sometimes some sketchy old guys try to use pick up lines on me if im by myself. but whatever, its no big deal. i just ignore it and move on. its so stupid how some people are afraid of everything. you cant live your life being too scared to do things. you have to take some chances and just have fun.
if anyone actually took the time to read this, i hope you'll listen to what i wrote.
im exhausted and im going to bed now... goodnightttt <333