May 13, 2005 21:14
ok well, i have a lot on my mind so this might be a long entry...
last thursday.. (not yesterday, but the one before that..) i wake up in the morning and my neck hurts a whole lot. so im just like 'ok whatever, i probly slept weird' so then im about to get in the shower and im brushing my hair and i feel a lump on the back of my neck so im like 'ew what the hell is that?!' so then im flipping out and i go into my parents room and wake them up and they just tell me to go back to sleep and that they'll bring me to the doctor later in the morning. so i dont go to school, and i go to the doctor. the doctor tells me i have an "inflamed gland" or some shit like that.. but he doesnt really tell me what the fuck it is or how i got it. he just puts me on some antibiotic medicine. so today, my mom takes me to a different doctor cause she wants a 'second opinion'... so i go to this different doctor and they told me i had a tick on my scalp (which i probly got from my lax goggles being on the ground or something like that). so then they tell me that it could be a lyme tick and that i need to be tested for fucking lyme disease. what the fuck? ..so then they send me to the hospital for them to take my blood to test it. i felt like i was gonna faint. it was terrible. so they took a sample of my blood, but i wont find out the results until monday.. i think. so right now, i could be fucking dying of lyme disease without knowing shit. it fucking sucks. and now my arm is hurting from then taking my blood. arghhhhhhh
and today i was supposed to go to work with my dad for bring-your-daughter-to-work-day at his new job. but then yesterday i got my interim in the mail and it says im fucking failing history because of 'inadequate preparation'...its so gay. so i went to school despite the "bomb threat" or whatever the fuck that shit was about. and like half the school was absent but i still had a math test, a vocab test, an italian quiz, and a pop-group-quiz in history. i cant fucking wait until summertime when we dont have school anymore. only 20-something school days left. i cant remember the exact amount.
i didnt feel like doing anything tonight, so i watched The Notebook for the first time.. i cried. i fucking cried. i barely ever cry. i think im gonna go watch some more sappy love movies now. hahahah
peace outtttt