Nice guys finish last
So I have been warned not to journal when I am emotional..ok, I have been warned not to drink when I am upset, so I follow that advice and once again be the bigger person. God, this sucks. Funny how the bigger person is usually the one stepped on. I am trying so hard not to be callous and jaded when I am done with this. This is going to take a lot of will power. Man, it's times like these I want to adopt the whole "anyone will do tonight" attitude, but of course I could never do that. One because I am actually aware of other people's feelings. That's all I ask is for people to be considerate. I understand the whole trying to find yourself deal, but I am finished trying to save people. For once, I am going to work on saving my own ass and not being so naive and believing everyone's bullshit. I hate being self-righteous, but what am going to do now? I need to look out for myself for once.
Hard to believe my heart stopped pounding
Hard to believe I played this game
My worst nightmares became real
I got so scared that I forgot my name
And that'll be me someday
With stolen wings and evil ways
Straight south with the keys to the pearly gates~Alkaline Trio
Hard to believe my heart stopped pounding
Hard to believe I played this game
My worst nightmares became real
I got so scared that I forgot my name
And that'll be me someday
With stolen wings and evil ways
Straight south with the keys to the pearly gates~Alkaline Trio