aside from everything else...
the fact that i may be in a relationship, although long distant, is somewhat comforting yet troublesome all in one. but it's nice to think there's someone there on the other end waiting. yet i don't want to be one of those dependent people, but it's nice.
i definitely need to take a day for me, only for me, even if it's not a day, maybe just go to a park or to my pool and just sit out and relax. read a book. the first day i did that here was so amazing and i was so relaxed afterwards. this drag role is demanding, and i'm about to pull one of my limbs off because they're asking me to do research for the character and all this movement stuff and i'm just like i'm in another show! i have no time right now or brain capacity to start learning another role while in the middle of another one which was oddly hard for me to get since i'm not like it. but i'm enjoying the rehearsal for this next show because it's going to be a very visual piece - performance piece. i think that's why i like musicals so much, because i am very into visual arts and dance. so i'm going to love this show once we get stuff going. but i just want to find a day to rest. then again, many people have told me, be happy that you're busy. it's better to be too busy than doing nothing at all and with that i have to say i'm thankful and i totally understand. but it's just i'm doing school too, and dealing with family issues. it'd be different if i weren't in school. soon. soon. one more year hopefully. alright i'm off to get ready to leave. peace.
haha btw, i think i aced my physical geo test. i really did well studying for it. i think that and the one psychology test i studied for freshman year were like my best studying done in college so far. woo hoo! but then again, how hard is physical geography really? lol depends, because something are. i don't know the different atmosphere names/ or rather the order they're in. i'll figure it out soon haha. soon.
i definitely need to take a day for me, only for me, even if it's not a day, maybe just go to a park or to my pool and just sit out and relax. read a book. the first day i did that here was so amazing and i was so relaxed afterwards. this drag role is demanding, and i'm about to pull one of my limbs off because they're asking me to do research for the character and all this movement stuff and i'm just like i'm in another show! i have no time right now or brain capacity to start learning another role while in the middle of another one which was oddly hard for me to get since i'm not like it. but i'm enjoying the rehearsal for this next show because it's going to be a very visual piece - performance piece. i think that's why i like musicals so much, because i am very into visual arts and dance. so i'm going to love this show once we get stuff going. but i just want to find a day to rest. then again, many people have told me, be happy that you're busy. it's better to be too busy than doing nothing at all and with that i have to say i'm thankful and i totally understand. but it's just i'm doing school too, and dealing with family issues. it'd be different if i weren't in school. soon. soon. one more year hopefully. alright i'm off to get ready to leave. peace.
haha btw, i think i aced my physical geo test. i really did well studying for it. i think that and the one psychology test i studied for freshman year were like my best studying done in college so far. woo hoo! but then again, how hard is physical geography really? lol depends, because something are. i don't know the different atmosphere names/ or rather the order they're in. i'll figure it out soon haha. soon.