Mar 01, 2009 10:11
i feel rather womanly today. i'm a bit tired and i need to get moving since 12 or more will be arriving for potluck in a bit. i hope it all turns out swell.
but back to the womanly thing......i look at myself and see this body of this person that somehow has managed to live a little, this mother of two almost grown girls, and i see a few wrinkles from smiling and squinting in the sun, and a few stretchmarks from those two almost grown girls and their nine month gestations, and this weird varicose vein on my left leg that seems like it should be on an old man.....yet i still feel beautiful and am curious about everything and i wonder what lessons i missed along the way and know i have been kind to most involved.
i think i am pretty hot which means i could have the opposite disorder of so many anorexic teenage girls.