Sep 28, 2005 18:47
Once again, it's a day of nothingness. What's worst, it's a day of paid nothingness. Apparenltly they can't do the surgery today, because they can't find a large enough clamp. And tehy're supposed to be THE professional specialist that does this type of stuff all the time. So I have to go back tomorrow for the procedure again.
Today however, they're gonna charge me $100 just being there. What. The. Fuck. And they gave me 4 different eyedrops, one of which dialated my pupils, so for 4 hours afterwards, everything's super bright and blurry and I can't read anything (it's still kinda blurry now). And they described even more of the details of the procedure to me, that doesn't help quench the fear I have of these surgical eye-related things. Apparently there's a clamp involved, and it's used to peel back my bottom eyelid, and the injection goes right in my eyelid. Good thing though, the cut is gonna be on the outside, and not inside and under like this Dr. Ells said yesterday.
And the procedure's gonna be an extra $80. So it comes to $180, due tomorrow. I don't know where the fuck I'm gonna find the money. Probably have to borrow some more from "Auntie Annie" (I already owe her $100 for rent previously). And possibly get a ride to the clinic. I can't call her right now because she's at work. Have to wait til fucking 9:00.
Today was all about waiting. Luckily Kelly's friend Ben gave us a ride there. But it was like 5 hours of sitting and waiting. I felt sorry for Kelly and Ben, they were just waiting for me, as I was waiting for the Doctor. Fuckers.
And I'm gonna miss work another day tomorrow. That's 3 days in a row. That's not a good sign.
All bad things are happening in a row. The horoscopes are wrong. Once again.
Fuckity Fuck Fucky.