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i've had rather an emotional day...
i refused to go to school, b/c my mother is making it impossible for me to go to college. so i said...fuck school.
they keep telling me that im not trying to go to college. but everytime i look at stuff or i plan things out...they bash it. i fight threw it, but its a pretty hard thing when your living with them. I mean, i ask for help and i get a blank stare.
"What about University of Memphis?" no.... if i wanted anything to do with that school...i would have applied.
"Why do you wanna go to hattiesburg so bad?" That's what i've chosen. that's a good distance in my eyes.
"You're only focused on dance team, amy, you dont even care about the school" Dance team gives you a scholarship, and it'll keep me school oriented, and help me with socialization.
"lets wait and get school done and then we'll work with the whole college thing" ........im moving out. y'all are rediculous. gah, they need a long talk with someone whose gone thru this process.
the easy thing to do would be to give up....the old me would give in....me now is goin to give 'em hell
i refused to go to school, b/c my mother is making it impossible for me to go to college. so i said...fuck school.
they keep telling me that im not trying to go to college. but everytime i look at stuff or i plan things out...they bash it. i fight threw it, but its a pretty hard thing when your living with them. I mean, i ask for help and i get a blank stare.
"What about University of Memphis?" no.... if i wanted anything to do with that school...i would have applied.
"Why do you wanna go to hattiesburg so bad?" That's what i've chosen. that's a good distance in my eyes.
"You're only focused on dance team, amy, you dont even care about the school" Dance team gives you a scholarship, and it'll keep me school oriented, and help me with socialization.
"lets wait and get school done and then we'll work with the whole college thing" ........im moving out. y'all are rediculous. gah, they need a long talk with someone whose gone thru this process.
the easy thing to do would be to give up....the old me would give in....me now is goin to give 'em hell