Nov 19, 2005 23:56
heya guys, did you miss me?
i bet you did. ha-ha-ha.
anyways, yeah. i've been busy lately. dunno why but yeah. i was busy. i still teach english while i'm waiting. and i only do private tutoring now. and lemme tell you guys it's the bomb. i get 4 times us much an hour and i don't have any time commitment. weird thing is. all my students are girls. ha-ha-ha. damn.
...lucky much?
oh well.
hmm. whatelse. i suddenly feel like i'm some sort of a man-whore. ha-ha-ha. not that i actually sell my self for a temporary high. more like an "academic" high. ha-ha-ha. atleast that's what i hope i am doing.
i hate a certain korean right now. she thinks she's all that but she isn't. and who does she think she is to make me feel like i'm so damn lucky to even know her. ugh. you know i can do better.
times like these i think that being a 3rd party is the way to go for me. i mean, there's no commitment. i can come and go anytime and enjoy each others company with no strings attached. heck, it's like a credit card without the hassle of monthly payments.
speaking of which, i found this cute girl near my place. my friends told me she already has a boyfriend in korea and here in the philippines. but i think she has room for one more. ha-ha-ha. oh well. i think i'm grossing you guys out. so sorry. i was just kidding. ha-ha-ha. i don't mess with girls who are really inlove with their boyfriends. i don't wanna get in between of "true" love. if there is such a thing.
speaking in english for almost the whole day can be frustrating. people say i'd rather speak english than filipino `cause it sounds so unnatural for me. especially with koreans. they've never imagined me speaking in filipino and if i did. they'd always hit me and tell me to just speak in english `cause i sound strange. ha-ha-ha.
but yeah, they are oodles of fun to be with. they are very nice and friendly. but i gotta be careful not to send wrong signals to them. ha-ha-ha. don't ask. just don't want another rumor to be stirred. damn those people that think they know everything but they really don't.
oh by the way, korean girls are very galant(?) well, in my experience they are.
an old friend told me: "if they like you, they really like you." they always treat or give me presents. sometimes it's kinda annoying because it's like they think i cannot afford to go to those kinds of restaurants or buy those things. don't get me wrong getting free stuff is great and all but too much is too much. i don't base friendships by gifts. sometime i really get those feelings that they have to get me stuff for me to like them. ugh. probably other people but certainly not me.
hhmm. whatelse. oh yeah, last saturday 12th. i met with my old friends at toni's birthday in commonwealth. which he retended the whole place. ha-ha-ha. damn. i missed them so much. get this, we all prepared the food that we ate. well, except for the chicken and the barbeque. but other than that we atleast even a little pitched in to prepare everything. then around 12mn started the booze. one of my friend can mix a hell-a nice pinacolada that you'll ever taste. i just drank 3 kinds that morning: pinacolada, bj and long island. damn. that was so nice. then around 2 in the morning i had to leave because at 6am me and my mom will go to manaoag to pray. it was supposed to be an overnight party.
but some of us left due to each ones circumstances. i felt sorry for toni `cause he spent a bundle for that party. and only a few stayed. oh well. there's always the christmas party.
on other news. i watched "the notebook" and "if only" and honestly it kinda sucked. ha-ha-ha. i didn't really understand what's the big fuss over those supposed to be "tear-jerker" movies.
speaking of movies. i can't wait to watch the HP4 movie. haven't really seen it yet. don't have the time. well, i do. it's just that. i dunno who to drag. actually i do. but i'm saving it for a date. ha-ha-ha. oh well. i'm preparing something for my friend. i'm gonna show her a good time here in the philippines. although it irks me that she thinks i still like her like her. instead of i just like her as a friend. oh well. let her think what she wants to think. i don't really care what other people think of what i do. as long as i know what my actions mean. i'm okay. so to hell to those people that think they know me enough to judge me.
oh well.
hmm. whatelse...
i'm inlove with citre shine's texture play chunking creme. i need to buy some more. there's only a little left. but the thing is. i dunno where to buy it here in this country.
damn, i have a lot of hair products here in my room. soo-jeong told me that i really pay close attention to my hair. ha-ha-ha. even my mom told me i have way too much hair products. the blowdryer is my bestfriend now. damn. curse those t.v. shows that make me feel like i need to groom up a bit. am i turning to a metrosexual? ha-ha-ha. i hate it. i don't have the money to live like that. he-he-he. besides my mom is a hypocrite. she always tells me to look good but when i will wash my face with a facial wash i bought from the body shop she'll say that's gay. ha-ha-ha. ugh. so what am i suppose to do? sit and pray that the Lord will banish my impurities away and if i pray hard enough i'll look better in the morning. reality check. looks aren't born with. they're made or slightly altered or helped in order to maintain it if you are naturally one of the "beautiful people".
okay. i need to get some shut-eye now. i'm so sleepy. and i'm trying to get fat by eating whenever i see some food. i hope this works. wish me luck.